Danielle Nicole (ruthlessone20) wrote, @ 2012-02-13 02:06:00

My Insanity
I know I shouldnt let you treat me like you do
but I keep running back to you
because you have awakened so many emotions that Ive missed
You seem to thrive on how badly you treat me
..like you are getting revenge on all the women that did you wrong
Let me tell you dear...
Im not them nor will I ever be them
I care way too much
...and you couldnt care less.

You make me an emotiinal basket case
And you and I both know you wont be there to catch me when I fall
Im just your back up.. funny how life works
You accused of me having a back up plan but you are the one guilty of such things.
So here I am.. on my bleeding knees.
Im begging you to release from this hell that you started
I dont deserve this
I have enough walls as it is
I have enough ghosts...fears.. mistakes.
Please dont be another blind mistake..
I promise you boy, I cant deal with another heart break.
I will crumble.

You once said you wanted to see my crazy
Well here it is, served on a silver platter.
My sercets uncovered.