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fuck my pathetic little life.
adam called me today. he said he was free tomorrow to do something.
oh god, i have such a huge ..... AHH on him.
and as much as i like him, i know nothing will come of it.
even if he happens to return the affection, nothing more can come from it. tide pool hopping and one satisfactory kiss will be the end of it. and it hurts, because there arent many people that i have ever felt so strongly for.
christ, when he hung up the phone, i screamed and jumped around my room uncontrollably. but how could anyone blame me?! he is so kind, and polite, and respectful. and even after all of that glory, he still happens to be really easy to be around, and so much fun to talk to.
i certainly dont feel this way about aaron. not nick either.
god this is weird. i have this, empty, satisfied feeling in me. im happy i know him, and im happy i feel about him that way, but god......... ah why cant i be older?! i cant find anyone my age that i like, because theyre all sex crazed, irresponsible assholes.
and i finally stumble across a purely wonderful person. and a relashionship is so impossible its fatal.
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 ltwindlance
2003-08-18 03:33
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Hey.
Sorry to just kind of come out of nowhere, but I was bored.. procrastinating at 12:32 AM, and Decided to go hit "random" on the main page a few times to see if I could find anything interesting.
Just out of curiosity(granted, I can't even begin to know all the circumstances or variables in this situation, which could of course completely invalidate this argument..) but.. why is age such a pertinent issue here? Sure, it might be looked down on by some people, but.. as long as it's not illegal and doesn't matter to either of you, what's the big deal? ^_^
..eh, okay. Sorry if I'm intruding. I really do actually need to go get done what I need to get done. But, I mean.. might be a little odd, but if you need someone to talk to, don't hesistate to.. uh.. (do they put your e-mail in your profile? eh..) well, you can post at least. I'll check that, anyway..
~Bob (and no, that's not an anonymous cover up. It's short for Robert, and most of those I know are lazy like I am ^_^)(Reply to this) (Thread) |
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