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I'm not even sure if I can compose something coherent right now.
I saw Todd for the first time in months tonight. I am honestly delighted him and I finally made amends. He picked me up at 11. We drove to Antioch and walked around a park; just talking and catching up. Overall, conversation was good... although, he told me about something a certain 2 individuals did that didn't exactly please me. Honestly, can I not fucking trust ANYONE?
Once a friend. Now an object of my disgust.
We stopped by Justin & Ian's after. I was contemplating on staying over there. I went in to mingle for a few minutes and see if I could get a ride home. Chris said he would... but was probably more inebriated than he admitted. Todd disapproved, so I didn't. On my way out, I went to apologize to a guy whom I had punched in the dome a couple weekends ago. Although I think he earned it, I believe I shouldn't have done so. I'm not a violent person by any means, and therefore portrayed myself inaccurately. I explained this to him... and he seemed unaffected. I asked 'Do you accept?' His reply? 'No.' That's fine if he wants to be bitter. I did what I felt was appropriate. I must say, I am VERY disappointed in people right now.
Thank you to those of you who haven't fucked me over.
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