Rian (rssnape) wrote, @ 2003-11-17 21:12:00

Current mood:	tired
Current music:	the ddr music in my head

Blurb
well, it's been done for a while now. so I guess I should finally put it up somewhere till I can finally sort out my web page. It started off as a fic with no fandom and no set characters. the dialogue that was used, or some of them anyway, were taken from the movie Bent which is what inspired me to write this little drabble in the first place. I, personally, think it sucks. but here you go. enjoy. on, didn't mention. to find it, please click on the comment link below. ^^;; OR, of you're already there, just scroll down. hehe, didn't want it to take up too much space on the main page.

rssnape 2003-11-18 02:36 (link)

"Why....?" the question came out as a whisper as he fell to his knees. Tears slowly start to fall from his eyes as his hands clenched into fists and he punched the ground. "Don't. Love. Me." the other man said through gritted teeth. His glare focused on anything and everything around him except on the boy crying on the ground in front of his desk. "Just don't." "But why?" this time his voice was a little louder and a little more desperate. His eyes, reflecting dispair and sorrow with a hint of anger and determination, trained themselves on the taller man as he continued. "You have to have a reason why." The taller man finally snapped his head towards the boy in anger, hardening his glare and his resolve, holding back every other conflicting emotion from showing on his face. "Even if there was a reason, Mr. Potter, WHAT in Merlin's name makes you think I would tell you." he practically growled. Seeing Harry's head lower slightly, Severus turned around and started to walk off to the door in the back of the room, thinking he'd won. However, just as he was about to grab the handle to open the door, that soft, sad voice was heard once more. "It's too late." he said. It sounded so dead, like he'd given up. But it was the words he said that made Severus freeze in place and tense up. He knew the words that would be said next, and he didn't want to hear them. But before he could do anything to stop the boy, the words were already out of his mouth. "I already love you." Severus felt a dull pain in his chest, like something was clenched around his heart. His eyes shurt, with a pained expression on his face. The boy couldn't love him. He was unworthy of love. He doesn't know how to love. All he was ever capable of was hurting others. Like right now. The only thing he had done all night was hurt the boy in front of him. The shaking of his shoulders and the tears in his eyes showed Severus that he had hurt him. Even if he cared for the boy, he'd only hurt him. Severus took a calming breath and opened his mouth to speak. At first no sound came out. But Harry didn't know that since Severus was still facing the door. He called up as much disgust and hatred as possible, but didn't turn around to look at the boy in fear that he'd lose all composure. "Maybe you do." he finally said with a sneer on his face. Even though it couldn't be seen, he knew that Harry probably knew it was there. "But I don't." And before anything else could be said, Severus opened the door and went into his private chambers, leaving Harry on the floor of his office, crying. (Reply to this) (Thread)