|Current mood:|| pessimistic|
|Current music:||Clash- Train in Vain|
There was a stripper on Real Sex that looked exactly like Jackie, but with red hair. Now I can't stop thinking about Jackie, and the biggest mistake I made in my life. Those two words that I would give anything to get back. Even if she does ever forgive me, It would never be the same carefree feeling we once had. I would always be trying to watch what I say instead of just speaking right from the heart like we both used to do. I sucked on a couple of cancer sticks while I was thinking about this. It's like my grandpa once said: "I want to want to quit." I only have a couple left. I don't think I'll be getting any more. We'll see.
I had a dream about Sarah Leonard. I can't say I miss her much. I know I'm a hypocrite, but at least I don't lie about it.
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