| Current mood: |  crappy |
So I'm not in a good mood. What's new right?
http://www.livejournal.com/users/bluepaperflower/27461.html
I read that, and now my mind is racing. I can't help but think about the kid that killed himself last year. He hung himself in his closet, which arent tall enough to hang from, so he just leaned forward until he choked and died. Such determination... I've often wondered if I would have gone the distance when I wanted to kill myself freshman year. Would I have been able to really kill myself? That's so scary to think about.
There's a girl across from me in the computer lab here that I really want to talk to. I've seen her around, and I think she's one of Sinnokrak's friends. She just has a face that looks so friendly and inviting. Will I talk to her tonight? Probably not. One of these days, but not tonight. Too tired, in too shitty a mood. I just hope I get another chance.
A group of my friends went and played volleyball today. I'm so glad they asked me to join them. Oh wait. They didn't. I guess we're not as close as I thought. The only person who ever calls me to do anything is Kerney, and he always seems to call on nights when I can't hang out. Man I hate people.
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