Welcome To My World (rastarican) wrote, @ 2005-11-04 08:47:00

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So...I went through day 3 of my fast....it went horrible. I ended up eating some cantaloupe and this chicken patty thingy. It's now day 4 and so far so good. Even though it's almost 9:00am here.

I was supposed to go out with my homegirl yesterday...well last night but she never called. We were gonna go out to a club. But oh well. I guess it's okay. I don't need to go out.....I'm too damn ugly as it is!!!

I spoke to my ex...he had called me when he was on a cig break. He also called me when he was off of work but I was on the phone. I called him back and he was in the car smoking weed. I asked him if he was by himself and he said that he was gonna smoke with Star. After all that has happened between me and my ex...I don't believe him. He had asked me to call him in 5 min because he had another phone call. It's like 12 mid night and I guess he didn't feel like talking so I told him that I'll talk to him some other day and he was all like "You can't wait 5 min?" and I told him "I'm gonna go to bed. I was just calling you back" and I guess the person that was calling hung up or whatever...he had asked me what I was up to and I told him I had went to the store and just chilled at home. I guess the person was calling again because he told me to hold on and he had me on hold for a long period of time so I hung up. After 5 min I called and it rang like 3 times then he sent me to voice mail. I'm guessing he was talking to some other chick. Oh well.

I had went to the Bahamas on a business trip and while I was there I met this guy. He was cool and everything and he worked at a bar. I got free drinks and all that. We talked and it was nice....to make the long story short my last day at the Bahamas we chilled together and even though I told him that I was spoken for (my ex) he stole a kiss from me. Well, anyway....we kept in contact VIA internet....and after I had broken up with my ex I started to talk to him on the phone. I called him up last night to see how he was doing and he wants me to go and see him. He is willing to pay for the ticket. I also found out that he was expecting something in return. I'm not that type of girl and I told him that if he was expecting that from me he might as well save his money. Girls may call me stupid because not very female has a guy that is willing to fly her to the Caribbean's all expenses paid but it's not me. I won a free cruise to the Bahamas and I told him when I go on that cruise we can chill. I don't want him to fly me there now, because I know what his intentions are. Another example of a guy that uses his Dick as a brain.

	nendza 2005-11-04 10:24 (link)
	Guys are so dumb sometimes. They think just because we want to see them we want to have sex with them. That's great though that you told him off about it. You're better than that! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	baz 2005-11-04 11:21 (link)
	hmmm doesn't sound stupid to me, sounds rather intelligent and i hope he realizes it when you go the cruise... congrats on winning that btw... cool =) (Reply to this) (Thread)