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RaInKiSsEdStAr (rainkissedstar) wrote,
@ 2003-11-17 10:22:00
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    Current mood: pissed off
    Current music:i dont know...me coughing up my lungs?

    Life is fucking crazy*
    I don't know what the hell happened but my old journal got shutdown. Probably cuz I didn't write in it for over a month. But it's been a damn CRAZY month and I think I have good reason for being MIA.
    I don't know what the hell happened but my old journal got shutdown. Probably cuz I didn't write in it for over a month. But it's been a damn CRAZY month and I think I have good reason for being MIA.

    Week Before Halloween: I was with my school going to see the musical "Aint Misbehavin'" and as we were SLOWLY walking up the ramp to the theater everything got brighter and brighter so that all I could see were shapes and shadows outlined in white and whiter white, then just pure white, nothing. I got really weak and I fell, hit my head on a metal railing, and then it hit the pavement and bounced off of it. I was unconscious for a few minutes after hitting the railling.

    I got rushed to Children's (home sweet home, right?) and spent 8 hours in the ER until I was told I was being admitted because, aside from having a low weight and my anorexia and purging, my Pottassium and Phosporus were dangerously low - they told me they were surprised I hadn't gone into cardiac arrest and that I was lucky I passed out because otherwise I probably would have later had a heartattack and died.

    So I got admitted and put on full bed rest. I wasn't allowed to walk or even wheel myself in a wheel chair and could only get up to go to the bathroom during minimal periods of time throughout the day. For two hours after eating or drinking I had to stay still in bed. I was on a heart monitor that was being a shit head and going off all the time, and taking all kinds of supplemental medication for my heart and organs and stuff.

    I went home after about a week, told before I left to call in ANYTHING was weird with my heart because I was still much at risk. Not like I listened or anything. ::sigh::

    But I've been doing a little better. My vitals have been stable the past two weeks and stuff's been looking up a little. I'm still having a hard time but I think that's expected.

    But then "lovely" things decide to take place while I'm trying to spend all energy on recovery

    Friday - 11/14: one of my really good friends tells me that she slept with my ex while we were dating. That she didn't mean to but he's was really sly and manipulative. Which I know to be true. Then I find out moments later that he slept with another of my friends as well, and participated in the gang-raping of a girl with Hep. B. So now me and my two friends (im not mad at them) are at risk of getting an STD. and he never even HINTED he was cheating even after we broke up and I'm so FUCKING pissed off. grrrrr.

    but other than that things have been so-so to ok/good. Which is rare to say the least.
    So there's an update. Check me out here from now on.
    *much love*
    -g



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