Ryan (rain_surfer) wrote, @ 2003-06-10 02:07:00

Current mood:	nauseated
Current music:	Nothing, I'm just trying to keep from crying some more.

Leave me alone! I don't want to hear what I knew from the beginning!
Don't ask me why I'm crying right now, I don't feel like saying.

And now I'm going to go to bed and try to keep from going deaf as tears run down into my ears.

Good night.


---A million roses for always being the most beautiful and uplifting person ever in my life...and for being my best friend. Words cannot express all that you mean to me.---

~Ryan.

silvermoonbeam 2003-06-10 09:14 (link)

Darling, darling, darling, I hope you're alright! Oh honey whatever is the matter I hope it gets better. Smile, you're graduating and moving on in your life and you have great friends and family and Johnny, unless Johnny did something to you and if that's the case Rissa, Kelly and I have decided we'll beat his ass for you! We're all worried about you baby! Tell us what's wrong soon please honey! (Reply to this) (Thread)

rain_surfer 2003-06-10 21:31 (link)

Aww, no...Sarah sweetie, no need to worry that Johnny has hurt me. Trust me, I couldn't be more happier because I have faith in God that everything will work out as we have talked. He makes me so happy. Last night he told me that I mean the world to him and that I'm his best friend. That's the kind of best friend where you could spend forever with, that kind....he told me so. *Smiles* He made me cry last night, but out of joy for the future. I'm fine now, that post was before I could see the good in everything around me, I just wasn't feeling well. So ignore that post, it meant nothing in the grand scheme of it all, but thank you for being so concerned about me. :) *Hugs* Thank Kelly and Rissa for me as well. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillykitty 2003-06-11 17:30 (link)
	Geez, Ryan, you scared us all out of our frickin' minds! I wish you would come to school... but I know you can't tomorrow because of practice. I wanted you to sign my year book... oh well (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

rain_surfer 2003-06-11 20:41 (link)

Aww, well if you'd like I can check with my Mom to see if she can pick you up when we head to graduation, that way it'll save your Mom from having to do so, I mean afer all it'll be easier to keep you nearby for when we have to do the whole ceremony. I'll sign your yearbook then too. *Smiles* I can't get over how completely happy I am! It's like I wish I could paint a picture of my feelings because words escape me and have lost all meaning in comparison. *Smiles again* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)