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Rachael Leigh Cook (rach_l_cook) wrote,
@ 2003-07-12 08:37:00
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    Current mood: aggravated
    Current music:Michelle Branch & Liz Phair -=- I'm multi-talented.

    I'm in one of those moods...
    I feel depressed, I feel lost, I feel empty. All at the same time. Aching for...you?


    I cannot help it
    I couldn't stop it if I tried
    The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
    And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
    'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?

    'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
    And there's no better feeling in the world
    But without you I'm alone
    And I'd rather be in love with you

    Turn out the lights now
    To see is to believe
    I just want you near me
    I just want you here with me
    And I'd give up everything only for you
    It's the least that I could do

    'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
    And there's no better feeling in the world
    But without you I'm alone
    And I'd rather be in love with you

    And I feel you holding me

    Why are we afraid to be in love?
    To be loved
    I can't explain it
    I know it's tough to be loved

    And I feel you holding me

    Oh, oh
    And when there's you, I feel whole
    And there's no better feeling in the world
    But without you I'm alone

    And I'd rather be in love
    Yes, I'd rather be in love
    Oh I'd rather be in love with you

    And I feel you holding me, oh.

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    -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    Get a load of me, get a load of you
    Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
    It's just like we were meant to be

    Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
    Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
    And I've got someone waiting too

    This is, this is just the beginning
    We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

    Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
    Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
    It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
    So tell me
    Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

    Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
    Finding someone else you can't get enough of
    Someone who wants to be with you too

    It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
    Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
    But wouldn't it be beautiful

    Here we are, we're at the beginning
    We haven't fucked yet, but heads spinning

    Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
    Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
    It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
    So tell me
    Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

    I'd love for you to make me wonder
    Where it's goin'
    I'd love for you to pull me under
    Somethin's growin'
    for this that we can control
    Baby I am dyin'

    Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
    Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

    Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
    Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
    It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
    So tell me
    Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you


    GET A LIFE, RACH.

    -She shuts down the computer and collapses on her bed, head in her pillow, not planning on moving for the rest of the day-



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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 18:17 (link)
I love you.

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rach_l_cook
2003-07-14 00:38 (link)
I love you more.

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-16 14:47 (link)
Now that's just not true. -Love-

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bbmak_christian
2003-07-14 18:43 (link)
Hey love. I'm not exactly sure how to respond to this entry. I'm speechless. I know in the past we've had laughs and smiles, but I know our relationship ended bitterly. I'm very thankful that we have such a strong friendship and I'm glad that our child is going to have such a great mother. I never thought someone could fall so deeply in love with me. I'm sorry for all of the pain I put you through, and I'm sorry for the pain I'm putting you through now. Don't put yourself down, you don't deserve that. You deserve the greatest. I'm not the greatest, and there's someone that will make you go completely ga-ga. Just keep that in mind, that you're a wonderful and loving girl who deserves the best.

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rach_l_cook
2003-07-15 00:28 (link)
Leave me alone. I don't need your damn pity, Christian.

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bbmak_christian
2003-07-16 18:33 (link)
It's not pity. It's concern. I'm concerned about you.

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rach_l_cook
2003-07-16 22:27 (link)
You know what would make this situation a little better? -she chokes back a few tears, swallowing hard-

If this baby wasn't yours..

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bbmak_christian
2003-07-18 18:28 (link)
*hangs head, a tear trickling down his cheek*

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jennifer_love_h
2003-07-14 21:26 (link)
Rach I'm here if you need me. Things will be okay. Sorry I haven't been around.

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