Have you ever been soon in love that you constantly fear what's going to happen? I can't possibly imagine what life would be like without Derek. Honestly, he's the only guy I've ever felt was my "true love". I've never had the same kind of connection, relationship/friendship with any other guy. I've always felt like something was missing and I don't feel that way with him. I can see us growing old together but I'm afraid he'll fall out of love with me. And he says that's not possible now but who can predict that? gar, I don't know. I'm just so scared because I've completely fallen and I fear I'll never get up if he leaves my side. and yet I feel like I'm wasting all this time worrying when I should just be enjoying my relationship. grr. I wish things weren't so complicated.
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