| Current mood: |  amused |
| Current music: | evan and jerone- e distance(nono, it's not crazy 4 this gal) |
hmm.. digressing from work!
man~ hahah
i can't help it. i'm taking a lil digression (break) from work. eh.. considering that i've been working hard for 1/2hr, i deserve it. jkjk. i juz NEED to write this la. after that, i promise to do some more work. this week, i intend to immense my brain so deeply in work that i'll pass my mid yrs. i hope. i've been having a burnt out mth, but that's it! this is not the way. tho, i've been evacuated from my usual study place. i am going to do it!! even if i burn my nights. which means, i will finish any homework. go read my lit, do hist, study econs, attempt to practice chi.
ah ha! but this is not the agenda for todae's blogging. haha.. i mean, wad makes u think i'll complain about work online ( fine! i know i do that 24/7)? yeah~. juz tot to address myself. remember that i promise not to crush anymore? yeap! i'll stick to that tot tho i can bet that many of u readers wld disagree vehemently. bet u all think that i've been harbouring a crush. well, i dun know if i am. really i don't. but i hope not. not to mention, a crush hurts big time. it breaks my puny lil heart into a zillion pieces. and everytime, after a crush, i feel shallow. argh! which makes me think that i am shallow, that is y i am having all these crushes. yup, some is for looks (which made me feel absolutely more shallow, if possible), others is personality (which makes me qn myself, how well do i know them, to have a right to crush on them for personality). get me so far? or are u spinning along with me?
guess wensu, u are rite. if i am having a crush (which i really hope not, and dun THINK so la), i will have to control it. i'm rather satisfied with my position now actually. kinda like this 'we are frens only' feeling. I dun wanna be an annoying pest, which i feel that i am. hahaha.. guess i can occupy myself (suggested way) with books. as in textbooks. after all, mids are coming! or even if somehow, i find out that i am harbouring a crush, i'll JUST KEEP SWIMMING. and occupy myself further. and not get my hopes high, or in fact dun give myself hope. sounds like a great plan. yes! that's exactly wad i'll do.
oh, well. think i'll go back to occupying myself with my rather interesting econs home work..
hmmmm... facinating
you'll nv walk alone
elaine + snowy
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