yOu are gOne (preciousuicide) wrote, @ 2003-09-21 22:33:00

Current mood:	cynical
Current music:	Marilyn Manson - mOBSCENE

oh yes. . . . even there!
Dunno. Blah blah blah uhhhhh yea I got bored so I thought I'd entertain you with my boredom. Hah!




Baby Blue eyez
With her perfect hair and tight thighs
She walks in the room with a smile
All the guys want her at least for a while

Don’t walk away from me
It hurts and why can’t you see?
That we should be together
I thought it was going to be forever?

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there are so many tears
in my heart that
never reach my eyes

.when he walks by.
-I smile like I d0nt kare-
.but inside I'm screamin life's *n0t fair*.


This isnt a perfect world. . . people do get hurt.
You smile when you feel. . . like crying.
You act like you're okay when. . . you're anything but.
You pretend like you're happy. . . when really you're falling apart inside.


This is gonna be long.




I'm sick of not hearin my phone ring
I'm sick of bullshit and just everything
I'm also sick of cryin day and night
I'm just hopin that someday everything will be alright

if you hate me. . hate me
just don't fake it when you're around me

.I'm tired of trying.
.I'm tired of crying.
.I know I'm smiling.
.But inside I'm. . . dying.

It's kinda hard to go out with someone,
when you know, deep down,
you're still in love with somebody else. .

°)*(°¤My friends are always tellin me
°*°Gurl uve been blessed°*°
But they dont see inside my unhappiness¤°)*(°

Love is rare,
Love is strange--
Nothing lasts
And people change

I think I'd d0 better 0n my 0wn. . n0 friends-
n0 fights . . . ( just me al0ne ).

I want to be remembered..
As the girl that could make you laugh
Even though she was crying inside
And the girl that could brighten your day,
..Even if she couldn't brighten her own..

constantly . c r y i n .
never holdin back a single tear
you look at me like I'm crazy
but you dont feel the pain I feel

cryin in my pillow at night
tears drowned out by the sound of the tv
no one knows i cry myself to sleep .im lonely.
i want someone who wont break my heart and who'll hold me
you don't gotta be there every second but when i need it ..
.please just console me.

U girls spend hours
Perfecting ur features
I get more looks than u
And I'm rockin Sneakers

_Unless ure livin muh life_
_Dont even try to judge me_

how are we suposed to live in a
- rEaL wOrLd -
when everyone's fake

its amazing how someone can break your heart
but yet you still love them with every .broken. piece


Quotes usually aren't my thing but w/e. I g2g. Dad. Ergh. Comment if you wish.



Bye.

`me`



p.s. I have a friends only blurty. . . colourmebitch. . .