Nicky-chan (poeticdesire) wrote, @ 2003-02-27 23:07:00

Raphael(JRock) story
My first JRock fic. It's about Yuki and Kazuki from Raphael. It's rather angsty. Yuki has night terrors that blur into reality.
It's written in an odd style, I know. You probably aren't used to it. I'm not either, lol. It was used to show the erraticity(is that even a word? LoL) of the dreams and etc.

White.
Terror.
Purity.
Fear.
Dreams. Reality. The line blurred. The two different worlds holding hands. Becoming one. Unable to distinguish. To tell. To see.
White.
No longer pure.
White brings terror.
Fear.
Pain. Screaming. Bring him back...just bring him back.
Only he's not gone. But can the one see that?
The world of dreams. The world of reality. What happened to the middle ground? Gone. In a flash. No longer neutral. But a blur. Becoming one. Becoming...
White.
Where's the purity? Gone. Taken. Ripped.
Raped.
Nightmares. Terrors. Fear. Dreams. Or reality? Waking. Seeing. But not seeing. A still form. Sleeping?
Dead.
But is it? Breathing. Unseen. The blur hides all. Dreams.
Reality. Death. Not sleep. Death.
Seeing is believing.
Even when the eyes deceive. Can the seer tell?
Never.
Death.
All that's seen to the terror-ridden mind.
White.
Purity?
No longer. White is evil. Corrupt. It blurs the line of dream and reality.
Makes them one.
Groping. Needing release. The one, alone. Lover. Dead. Seeks release.
To join him.
Water. Is it?
Release.
Injected.
Brings death.
Death.
White.
Lover.
He wakes. Calls for the one.
Downstairs.
Kitchen.
Death.
He can't believe. But he knows it's real.
The one dead on the floor. Empty viles held.
Liquid death.
Water.
The one can't believe. Death. The one. Dead.
He wants to join. To go.
But...
Children.
Sato.
Ayane.
What's wrong with mum?
White.
Death.
Dream?
The end of a dream.
The end of a reality.
The end.
Comments welcome. ^.^

	lost_graduation 2003-03-03 12:40 (link)
	You know I adored it. ^^ (Reply to this) (Thread)

lost_graduation 2003-03-04 12:22 (link)

hug:: Look at Kazuki!! He's yawning!! XD I tend to talk alot when I'm bored it seems. Updated the journal fifty billion times today and now I'm posting to you here because I'm too lazy to type out your email. God knows how I dislike underscores. I didn't get to catch you last night, passed out at 10:30 ( wtf is up with that, you know?) I think it was because I went to bed at 5ish from roleplaying with you and was dragged out of bed again at 8. I want to thank you for all your support really. Through everything, not just one little instance here or a running problem there. It's kind of cool to know that I can lean on you and you not have a heart attack. It's even cooler that you can come right back and lean on me too. Calling you during Katsu and making you feel better meant alot to me. Your writing skills are still rocking. :: motions up to story above :: You're posts roleplaying wise are sometimes uber short but I'm not gonna be anal with you and elitist like I am with bria or something because I realise that you are a busy person. ^^ I'm simply pleased you take the time and put up with my odd ideas, and interesting gaming techniques. For that I give you props. Did you hear that Bria got KEISHA to begin roleplaying? Apparently they roleplay nearly everyday now, and I can bet, knowing Bria's skills, that Keisha sucks just as much. Kind of funny how when I dated her, I begged her to roleplay with me and try it and she always said no, and then Bria asks, and ... >_< frustrations. Not going to get all pissy again. But seriously. ^^ I'm still happy about Yua and Kenji. I think that's neat, ne. Woo. So easily amused. You ought to try and write more jrock fiction! You are really good at it, and even if it's obscure writing like above, I mean, the message came across clear and really hit home. God knows, I made SURE Kazuki didn't leave Yuki at home after I read that. ;_; Fearing my yukibaby's life, that I did... You and your angsting. You are worse than me sometimes! I found a few pictures of Yuki that I really want to show you whenever I get my computer up, plus this spoof picture of Shinya that I DIED laughing at, and it made it even worse when I remembered how much you hated him. I nearly cried. So yeah, you have to see that. And you know what? I found a picture of Kazuki laying on the bed from the EW video in his Eternal Wish clothes and I was like o___o;. I nearly had a heart attack, remembering how he died in his bed. He seems like the type that would sleep on his side, and there he was on that bed curled up, and ... god. ::shivers:: Scary stuff, you know? It just hits home way too much. Okay, I've talked far too much in your journal and you'll prolly whack me good for it later. I've got an idea for a really sappy game that I'd like to use tonight. Woohah, fun. I'm sure you'll enjoy it. We need a bit of a change of pace anyway. Too much angst... ::pushes angst into the closet:: ::loves!!:: <3 Kajurin-imouto ( and rofl I did this THREE times and kept messing up and deleting the comment. Go me. ) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	abjection 2003-03-07 05:36 (link)
	okay, well, I was being voyeuristic and spying on M-imouto's journal friends, and I read the words "Raphael" and "fanfiction" together so I clicked it. and um... I like it! seriously. it was awesome the factor of repetition that you used and ran dream/reality courses like you did. yosh'! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: poeticdesire 2003-03-07 15:45 (link)
	Thanks. ^.^ It's based on a Yuki-Raphael RP she and I have going. Just a possibility of what could have happened when Yuki was having his terrors. ^.^ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)