| Current mood: |  annoyed |
| Current music: | Elliott Smith - Satellite |
So what is it? Am I deaf blind or dumb? Am I all three? I talked to Beth this evening, a whole five minutes about how much ND sucks ass. Katie flips out and that aggrivates me. It's what, three years later? What the hell can I do? Shit, I haven't talked to her pretty much all summer (sorry I'v e been a little busy) And I finally talk to Mary again, heh, that was a quick conversation cause my cell sucks ass. I don't know, I don't want to deal with making people happy right now. Where the fuck is other people making me happy? I go out of my way a thousand times a day to make other people flipping happy and do I ever see it in return? I'll bet, as much as Beth doesn't want to admit it, that little five minute conversation made her happy. Me cooking Katie that bowl of soup made her happy. Me talking to Mary for three senconds made her day a little better. Me thanking myy sister for the awesome food last night made her happy. Am I not aloud to have some one call me or drop me a line to say thank you or ask me how I'm doing? Whay is it always me making the first contact? I really don't get it. Let me know what you think, if anyone actually still reads this thing. Catch ya on the flip side......
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