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| Current music: | every time i die |
ehh
um so the past few days have been weird.. like i have mixed feelings towards them... that damn hurricane frances came through and like killed ft. lauderdale. joel and his moms had to stay here for 5 days because they had to evacuate the extended stay...i didnt mind it but when you spend that much time with the samee 3 people it think it takes a tole on everyone . maybe it would have been didferent if it was just me and him. maybe not. its just tough to be locked in a house for that long and for 2 of those days not have power.and just when you think its over.....nope there another hurricane coming down the same path as frances.
so im really starting to worry about this whole joel moving from me.... the other day when he was comming back from jacksonville he called me to tell me he was home... then he was like " you have alot of lights on in your house" so i ran outside and he was there , he brought me the cutest card ever, he is one of the most thaughtful people i know. i love this kid to death im horribly afraid hes gunna meet someone up there and forget about me. i always think of the worst possible situation... and it sucks, i should be more positive and look at the time we have together, and i know that were gunna be able to still see each other, plus i'm looking at UNF and University of jacksonville. it would be so cool to go to school up there and not live here anymore, im seriously really sick of south florida. the second i graduate im outta here. so thats pretty much all i have to talk about right now....i know, i know.. im such and interesting person.....
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(Anonymous)
2004-09-20 20:33
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you were always such a great girl.
such a strong girl...(Reply to this) (Thread) |
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