Caroline (pinkfairydust) wrote, @ 2003-12-05 16:03:00

Current mood:	content
Current music:	"The First Cut is the Deepest"~Sheryl Crow

It's always a good time for pudding! :)
Well, as of today, classes are officially over for this semester. I have three exams next week, two on Monday and one on Wednesday, and my first semester of college is done. How strange. I honestly can barely believe that. It seems like life as I know it right now has always been this way. Haven't I always lived in this room, and known these people? It's hard to think of my life before college, but yet, sometimes it's hard to believe that that life is done. (I don't know if that makes any sense, but bear with me.) I was reading some survey that I had filled out back in July and somehow sent it to myself when I was cleaning out my email inbox the other day, and it made me smile. Thinking about this summer...it seems like ages ago. What was complicated now seems simple, and it made me miss everything. I'm not sorry though, about how things have changed. Sure, I mean, there are things that I wish I could change, and I admit, the last six months or so have been anything but easy, but I really do believe everything happens for a reason. I am willing to believe that someone out there has a bigger plan for me than I do for myself.

Weirdly enough, as anti-Britney as I am, there is one song that has been somewhat of my personal mantra recently....

"I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always go my way

Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize

I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl

There is no need to protect me
It's time that I learn
To face up to this on my own

I've seen so much more than you know now
So don't tell me to shut my eyes...

But if you look at me closely
You will see it in my eyes
This girl will always find her way"

pinkritzy 2003-12-07 16:16 (link)

so if you're not a girl, not yet a woman, does that make you a monkey? because someday when i like bananas, i'll be a monkey....err was it someday when i'm a mokey i'll like bananas...hmm... centennial xmas party tonight...woo. i swear to god if i hear more than 3 comments about a certain matthew graves, hell will brake loose. miss you hun. *britt ps. shawny shaaawwny! shawn pick up the phone! (orange county what?) hahah. tell him hi and give him a hug for me....you can skip the kiss this time. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	pinkfairydust 2003-12-07 16:25 (link)
	yes it does make me a monkey....damnit :) i shall deliver the hug...ooo and i took a picture of him last nite, so you can have a copy of it :) looove 'n' stuff (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	75 degrees and sunny... (Anonymous) 2003-12-08 13:38 (link)
	that's the weather forcast for today :) just thought youd like to know! just wanetd to say HEY and it's almost time for us to all be home again (yahoo for that) and brit if you see this, your blurty pic is delightful. good luck on your exams lina...see you in a couple weeks ash (Reply to this) (Thread)

	P.S. (Anonymous) 2003-12-08 13:40 (link)
	Do monkeys still like brownies and newsies?? -A (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: P.S. pinkfairydust 2003-12-08 13:52 (link)
	of course we do...in mass quantities :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)