| Current mood: | hopeful |
| Current music: | Poe: Haunted |
choice #2
I think I'll go with the difficult one that forces me to change and learn. I've never really seriously considered another over him before. I've had plenty of doubts but that's about it. He's gonna come for a visit around my birthday. I'm really hoping a lot of questions are answered in that time. My head's just spinning with possibilities. I'm not sure how to approach my family on the subject without creating more drama. He's so sensitive and emotional. I haven't felt this much affection and compassion for him before, should be a welcome change for him. I can be so cold and detached one minute and physical, aggressive and passionate the next. I've reached a kind of balance now. I'm definitely not quite so naive, my hopes aren't up quite so high and I can't be let down quite so far. Uhm, yeah, quite so. I still feel pretty intensely for him but I know a lot more of what I don't like about him. We've been through so much. I just want to wrap my arms around him and give him lots of kisses all over. I can't wait to see him, the anticipation is a definite turn on.
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