Tani Tachibana Izaki (paradox7) wrote, @ 2004-03-11 21:39:00

Current mood:

sick

I've been cold and SICK since on the day my uncle died.........
Flu, coughing, chest pain, asthma, headache, you name it... -.- but I like being sick, LOL.. if you don't count the uber pain I'd have to go through.. and when I couldn't breathe, it feels like as if I'm gonna die.. but yeah.. XD It got worst last night but today I think I'm a bit okay.... but it's all because of the effing dust in the house. You know how we had to do the funeral at home.. so with all the people and everything..bah..

That Sunday night, I had to sleep in my mom's room.. oh the dust and the hotness.. and maid went downstairs at around 2 am to get some water and she claimed she saw my *uncle* in his room cuz my mom turned off the light and she wasn't supposed to.. so maid freaked out and ran back up upstairs. The next day my mom claimed whenever somebody dies in this house, there'll be somebody who will claim they saw the ghost.

Well actually, in our religion we believe that 41 days after they died, the spirit will still linger in the house. I don't believe that you can see it actually. It's just for your whole life you're used in seeing that person everyday and when that person is gone, the image is still stuck in your head and you will see things that aren't there, that you used to see. So if I see my uncle, it's because I'm used to seeing him everyday and now it just feels awkward not to see him sit where he usually sit, reading newspapers or eating and everything... :(

Even though I'm not scared to be alone downstairs, my mom insisted that I shouldn't be alone -.- so to shut her up, last night I hooked up the computer in my room so my mom don't have to worry.. and that 'puter is slow as hell! So tonight I hooked up the downstairs 'puter so now it's in my room and i have privacy and won't be alone downstairs, LOL ^_^

Okay I better go back to bed to rest XD Been sleeping all day so I'm tired @_@;

	videl_chan 2004-03-11 21:29 (link)
	*hugs* awww....please take care okay?? sorry about the chat yesterday...my aunt is using the internet to book the airplane's tickets... gomene... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	paradox7 2004-03-18 15:17 (link)
	*huggies* I will hun, thanks! ^^ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(Anonymous) 2004-03-14 22:07 (link)

Hello. Well to be honest i stumbled on your journal by searchign for "Battle Royale" stuff on line. My name is John i am from Detroit, Michigan, United States. I first saw your picture and thought you were pretty so i decided to browse your journal. I would like to say that I am incredibly sorry that you lost your uncle especially in your home. Whoever the bastard is that was yelling at you, you should have kicked him in the nuts or something lol. but again I am sorry about the situation that you have been put in. I hope you feel better and such. If you are ever on line feel free to IM me. my screen name on AIM is: Zonnie5 It'd be kinda cool to talk to someone from the other side of Earth. Sincerely, JOhn B (Reply to this) (Thread)

	paradox7 2004-03-18 15:20 (link)
	Hello John ^^ Thank you for all the things you said. You made my day :) I feel better now, lol. I'm not usually the one who IM people, but in case I can't get over my fear, LOL, why don't you IM me @ oChiharuo ? ^^ You like Battle Royale too? Cool! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	same here (Anonymous) 2004-08-07 08:31 (link)
	hi i just stumbled into your site by chance... well, i am also having a cold, asthma, cough, chest pain... sigh but i NEVER enjoy being sick. (Reply to this) (Thread)