|Current mood:|| thoughtful|
|Current music:||Every New Day by Five Iron Frenzy|
I am so tired... I'm falling behind in everything. My grades are suffering... I can't sleep all night... I go to sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up, sleep... I can't keep track of what's going on... I have trouble remembering things... it's all blurring together. And the worst part is the dreams. They keep me from getting a full night of sleep. Some are creepy... some weird... some sad... some hurt. Those are the worst ones... :(. Some of them are memories. Some are things that I wish would happen. Good ones... I get so disappointed. Those are the ones that make me wish I'd never wake up. I dunno why I have all these crazy dreams every single night... I used to have a dream every once in a while. Now it's EVERY SINGLE FUCKING NIGHT. I hate it... and when I go to bed after school, my mom won't let me sleep. She tells me to wake up and calls me lazy. I can't tell her that I'm having fucking nightmares and not eating... I just get so fed up and so frustrated and so tired... :( grrrr... I'm gonna go do that stupid practice Regents for math... ugh I hate math.
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