Create Journals
Update Journals

Journals
Find Users
Random

Read
Search
Create New

Communities
Latest News
How to Use

Support
Privacy
T.O.S.

Legal
Username:
Password:

Distant Vincent (paintkismet) wrote,
@ 2004-12-19 20:35:00
Previous Entry  Add to memories!  Tell a Friend!  Next Entry

    Current mood: sad

    Bunch of lyrics....
    She still don't know what life's about. 'Cause every day's the same and she's got no one to love.

    Let it be me (this is not a fighting song)... let it be me (not a wrong for a wrong)... let it be me- if the world is night, shine my life like a light.

    All I can say is that my life is pretty plain, I like watching the puddles gather rain. I just want someone to say to me, 'I'll always be there when you wake'. You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today, so stay with me...

    Everybody shoved him, I very nearly loved him. I said, 'Hey- listen to me.' But he locked the door and threw away the key.

    Now let us drink the stars, it's time to steal away... these smiling eyes are just a mirror for the sun...

    I am destroyed by the inside, I disassociate. I hope to destroy the outside, it will alleviate and elevate me. I know what died that night. It can never be brought back to life once again, I know. I know I died that night and I'll never be brought back to life. Once again, I know. You can hear when the heart stops. I saved the pieces when it broke and ground them all to dust.

    Discard this message. Throw this bottle back into the ocean. Rip this page from the history books. Smash all the street signs. Erase all the maps. Forget my name. Forget my face... because it's going to rain, and it never ends.

    The sky is grey and white and cloudy, sometimes I think it's hanging down on me. Got some pictures in my pocket and a lot of time to kill. Hey sunshine, I haven't seen you in a while. Why don't you show your face and bend my mind? These clouds stick to the sky like floating questions, why? And they linger there to die. They don't know where they are going- and, my friend, neither do I. Cloudy, cloudy.

    I don't want to feel this way forever.

    I'm not sick, but I'm not well.

    She's got a ticket to ride.

    Your world is an ashtray.

    Will you give me a second chance?

    Please love, let's make no impartial vow.

    Don't leave me now.

    I just want to feel safe in my own skin. I just want to be happy again. I just want to feel deep in my own world. But I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore. On a different day, if I was safe in my own skin, then I wouldn't feel so lost and frightened. But this is today, and I'm lost in my own skin. I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore. I just want to feel safe in my own skin, I just want to be happy again.

    Of all the things I've believed in, I just want to get it over with. Tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry... counting the days that pass me by.

    It really doesn't matter, couldn't change it if I tried.

    I've been crying in my sleep.

    If I were you (and I wish that I were you), all the things I'd do to make myself turn blue. I suppose I'd start by removing all my clothes. Tie my pantyhose around my neck. I'll be that girl, and you would be right over. If I were a field, you would be in clover. If I were the sun, you would be in shadow. If I had a gun, there'd be no tomorrow. If you will not have me as myself, perhaps as someone else, perhaps as you I'll be worth noticing. Then even you wouldn't resist the magic of a kiss from such as me. I'll be that girl, and you would be right over. If I were a field, you would be in clover. If I were the sun, you would be in shadow. If I had a gun, there'd be no tomorrow. It's time to kick off your shoes, learn how to choose sadness. It's time to throw off those chains, addle our brains with madness. 'Cause we've got plenty of time to grow old and die, but when at last your beauty's faded you'll be glad that I have waited for you. When you're done with being beautiful and young, when that course has run, then come to me. I'll be that girl, and you would be right over. If I were a field, you would be in clover. If I were the sun, you would be in shadow. If I had a gun, there'd be no tomorrow. There'd be no tomorrow.

    I don't wanna be going through the motions...

    Lately you're all I need. When you walk away, you don't hear me say, "please don't go". Wish I could prove I love you, but does that mean I have to walk on water? When we are older you'll understand it's enough when I say so, and maybe some things are that simple. Hold me... whatever lies beyond this morning is a little later on. Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all. Nothing's like before.

    To you it's all roses, it's a lavender haze.

    If I were a painter, I would paint my reverie; if that's the only way for you to be with me. We'd be there together, just like we used to be, underneath the swirling skies for all to see. I'm dreaming of a place where I could see your face, and I think my brush would take me there. But only if I were a painter, and could paint a memory. I'd climb inside the swirling skies to be with you.

    I don't want to play... 'cause being with you touches me more than I can say... and it hurts me more than you've ever guessed.

    I'm tired of waiting.

    There are no flowers, not this time. I’d share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me.

    It won't be alright, despite what they say.

    While I waited, I was wasting away.

    All the colors upon leaving all will turn to grey.

    There's no one here
    And people everywhere
    Crying 'cause I need you
    Crying I can feel you
    Crying 'cause I need you
    Crying 'cause I care

    Please let me know that my bad day will end.

    Whatever we do, we can never forget.

    I don't cry every time I bleed. This is where it ends. Make excuses for behaviour, can my illness be my savior? Hid my heart while you still gave yours.

    And for every useless reason I know there's a reason not to care. If I hide myself wherever I go am I ever really there? There is nowhere else I would rather be, but I can't just be right here.

    Everything's a lie. We're all gonna die. Perhaps it's just as well that I still look like hell. Is it true? Yes, it's true enough I guess. Sometimes it's better to be second best.

    I'm so thrilled to finally be failing, maybe the worst is behind.

    I'll lick my wounds, could you pass the salt?

    Who do you think I am? Who do you think I will be without you?

    Is it all lost? No, we never had it.

    I never meant to do you wrong. But if I was wrong, then I’m sorry.

    You came for my heart. I am left with nothing. I won't stop you. I don't need it anymore.

    It's your life
    And you can do what you want
    Do what you like
    But please don't keep me waiting
    Please don't keep me waiting
    Cause I'm so tired
    Tired of waiting
    Tired of waiting for you

    I just don't care anymore
    Won't cry these tears anymore

    Nobody loves you when you're gone. Coughing up, feeling just for you to find something real to hold on to. But there is a hole inside my heart where all of my love comes pouring out.

    Things don't have to be this way. Catch me on a better day.

    I'm never gonna lose you as a friend.

    You say it's temporary, it's a matter of time. It will soon be nothing.

    Let's breathe star dust into our lungs.

    I watch you while you're sleeping
    Messy hair, chest bare, moonlight on your skin
    I wanna breathe you in
    In the silence, words come easy
    I can tell you now just how simple it's been
    to let you in
    Don't move, this mood is a painting
    We'll never find the same thing

    Don't think you realize the effect you have over me
    And please don't look at me like that, it just makes me want to make
    you near me always
    And please don't come so close, it just makes me want to make you near
    me always
    It just makes me want to make you near me always
    And when you look in my eyes, please know my heart is in your hands
    It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms you have complete power over me

    I want to walk with you
    On a cloudy day
    In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
    So won't you try to come

    When I saw the break of day
    I wished that I could fly away
    Instead of kneeling in the sand
    Catching teardrops in my hand

    I bared my wrists and promised to begin
    but you cut the blade straight in
    the time has come
    let's play find the missing song
    there is something very wrong
    the time has come
    to take me in your arms and touch these fragile scars
    it took that cut to bring me back to life
    theyre bleeding and theyre frightened still I hold out both my hands

    Only you can make every new day seem so new.

    I can't help but feel that something has been lost. I know that nobody here needs me.

    :( I feel so emo



(Post a new comment)
© 2002-2008. Blurty Journal. All rights reserved.