|Current mood:|| determined|
|Current music:||Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru|
Last night... and today
Well... last night was very bad, my mom saw something and I didn't want her to see it. I told her I wouldn't do it again, and I did. She got so mad... she made me show my dad this time. They were yelling at me and made me want to just sink into the ground. My mom was like, "There is something wrong with her. She needs help. We need to get her some help." I got so frustrated... she like told me I couldn't do anything... couldn't go out of her sight. I was just like, "I was done doing that... and THEN you found out about it. It's over. Taking away the only things I have going for me isn't going to help... it's just going to make things worse." Now she watches me every second, I really hate it... I wanted to be alone and she had to watch me cry. It was fucking awful.
Today Tyler was supposed to come over, but he can't. No worries, he's going to try to come over tomorrow. If he can't, we'll just have to wait til next weekend... then party!!!! I want to get drunk soooo bad. Haha. Today I'm gonna go to Mander's, we might go to the mall. Then I might be staying overnight. We are crazy girls.
Oh one more thing... I'm getting used to it again... three pounds lighter!!! Woot woot!!!
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