| Current mood: |  distressed |
| Current music: | take on me - rbf |
just the way of the girl
things have been better for ME except for the thing that i want to be better the most...and i dont see that changing so i'm going to get over it. ok, i'm never ever going to be able to get over it, but at least i can tell myself that i am...everybody knows i'm lying to myself. why can't we be friends?
i definitely got asked to be someone's "girlfriend" today...that word made me cringe...ugh. *cringe* girlfriend *AH CRINGE!* GIRLFRIEND *CRINGE CRINGE CRINGE CRINGE!!!!* ahH! GIRLFRIENDOS*I! CRINGES! yeah. thats how i feel about that. i've put it into my mind that theres only one guy for me and i'm never going to let that happen because i'm a silly dork.
kim wright is the best softball sister ever. yay for kim.
i've decided i love drawing on shoes. i drew on haley's shoes tonight and they are the coolest thing i've ever seen. actually, they're not as cool as my two pairs of shoes with checkerboards but they're haley-cool. which is a different mean kind of cool in itself. i think haley and lindsay (and jordan better too) may go to ray's erection [thats what he calls it] with my church. i like resurrection. a year ago at bible study i said "resurrection makes me smile."
TODAY WAS SPENCER AND EMILY'S ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
i was the one who when it started said it wouldnt last two weeks. yes! i'm so happy for them; i really am. they're two awesome people and deserve a relationship like that, unlike me.
my room's a mess and i have more homework to do...i have a 91 in english! yes! the highest in the class! BOOHEALSYEAHS. . . . today in chemistry i was so befuddled with all the random annoying crap she was teaching us that i said 'dickels and nimes' instead of nickels and dimes and it was really embarassing.
in other news, i'm gonna go do other stuff. bye.
dont call me dueber. i'll kick you and give you a scar.
margaret
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