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Ally O'Malley
My life has been, well my life lately. Very boring and antisocial, but that's ok, I guess. I guess I'll just bore you with some very interesting things that have been pissing me off lately...
1. I lost my 3 subject notebook. I mean, I don't remember the last time I even misplaced or forgot something for school, but I had this and I brought it downstairs with me, I remember outting it in my backpack with my SS book but when I got to school, it wasn't there, my SS book was but notebook wasn't. It just kind of, really sucks because it had my SS, French and Theory stuff from the 1st mp and I haven't seen it for a week. I'm completely lost in both of those classes and I'm gonna fail the midterm because I don't have any of my notes or anything. So yeah, I'm pretty sure that my mom gave it to my brother accidently and he lost it in his locker or something because I've looked through my room at least 5 times, in all 3 of the cars and everywhere downstairs, including in my brother's backpack. So yeah, that just kind of sux for me.
2. Another thing that's been pising me off is my mom. I mean, more so than normal. our conversation at dinner:
mom (m): Did you ask Lizzie about the thing on friday night?
Me: Yeah, she can't go.
m: So, you I'll have to bring you both ways.
Me: yeah....
m: You mean, I have to bring you there and home?
Me: yeah.... (I am very annoyed because she's being stupid)
m: What time did you want to be there?
Me: 7 or so (I told her that at least 5 times last night)
m: Ok, I think I can bring you there......
Me: (not making any noise at all)
m: When will it be over?
Me: ummm...I'm not sure, it's a school play, it doesn't really have a time frame....
m: well find out when it's over.
Me: I'll try, but there isn't a given time.
m: So, what, do you expect me to be ready to come whenever you call?
Me: ummm......
m: Well tell me when it's over
Me: OK
I mean, it doesn't sound like such a big deal or anything, but it pisses me off when she asks why never go out with friends, or why I call my grandparents for a ride. and the way she said it, it was like, I know that you have your own life, but did it ever occur to you that YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD. And she's like that with everything else. Like, I'll try to do this, but I told so and so that I would get lunch with them. So she's like 45 minutes away and say ok just call me for a ride home and I'm like, no, I'll call somebody who's home, even if it ends up being someone who you don't know because I'll end up sitting there for over an hr since you would never think to leave any time soon after I call. That also pisses me off, like when she just lets the phone ring even though she's sitting right next to it. Or like when she decides to run an errand on the way to picking me up. Then she yells at me for always being the last person, standing there waiting. I'm just like it's because you're so fucking slow. So, my mom has really been pissing me off lately.
3. Ally O'Malley. Well, not her, but the fact that her life is so much like mine, even though it's for a different reason. I mean, we discovered it last night. Our parents just don't care. Not only about hw, but about everything else. They care about our siblings because they can fix the mistakes they made on us.
4. Some of my friends. Actually one of them is just being really annoying about everything. Like, Laura wants to graduate early so I'm just like, it sounds like a good idea, but Stephy says that it's REALLY hard. This friend is like, why would you want to do that, and she lists about 50 reasons why she shouldn't. I guess I can sorta understand cuz the 2 of them r so close, but she's gonna need to let go eventually.
5. ricky. The 1 word should be enough.
6. My window. It's like foggy but not and you can't see out of it. Sry, as you may be able to tell, I'm in a REALLY bad mood.
7. My brother. He's just being worse than normal. I never thought it was possible but I think it is.
8. The fact that I'm gonna end up with sucky grades and not get into CGA. It's really the only goal I've set for myslef and no1 really knows about it cuz I'm afraid to tell anyone. I don't remember a time when I had the support of friends and family on the same thing. Actually I can't remember the last time my family really supported me on anything.
9. My mom again. I don't know if I mentioned it, but the fadt that she says I don't help aroundthe house, meanwhile she has done nothing for me. I don't respect her therefore I don't listen to her. She doesn't seem to get it.
10. I've ben sexually seduced by cheese has been stuck in my head ALL day. quiet randomly too.
11. SZ, I can't spell her name and have no intrest in learning how. I can't stand her and she REALLY pisses me off in math.
12. Kind of refering back to 8, The way that I know I want to go to CGA, but wont make it. I mean, I want to go to CGA, as a gov't major. Serve my given years, then either continue serving or be an ambassador to Aussi land or something. The only thing I can think to do if I don't make it is join the CG w/o college but that would be strange cuz I've always planned on going.
13. One last time, my mom. I don't know why this time, but something should come up by the end of the night.
hehe, I'm really not in a good mood, but I think I need to cheer myself up before I end this so I'll make a list of all the things that have sort of un-pissed me off.
1. Ally O'Malley. She is AMAZING.
2. Erin and Meleesa. They've just been really nice lately.
3. Laura because she's the only one who I've talked to about certain things lately.
4. Talking to Raise(a?) after school. She's really nice.
5. Lizzie yelling at ricky in SS today.
6. The little bit of hope (when my back's against the ropes...) that I might get into CGA
7. The way the jr guys are nice to me in gym. It's kind of funny, but I can't deny that it's great to have people actually notice me. I guess it was like 2 weeks ago, I desided that some people are put on this earth to take up space and not much more. When it comes to gym and hom, Mike and I fit the description. We were sitting next to eachother cuz our teams didn't want us, lol, and I was just thinking about stuff, I do that a lot.
8. The way I'm so interested in my future lately, even though I know that in a few weeks, I won't give a rat's ass. (hehe, I've always wanted to say that.)
9. The fact that I actually have time to think about that stuff.
10. Ally O again. She's so great.
Anyway, I'm excited about fri, Rebecca wants me to sleep over, fun fun fun! Anyway, I should really be going cuz I have a week of notes to copy into new noteboks. Bye.
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