delphinium (omniscience) wrote, @ 2004-09-22 00:48:00

Current mood:

tired

i'm so tired of everything. i just wanna fall asleep (prefably in ben's lap) and be a happy kid again. i don't wanna be responsible, don't wanna be sensible. don't even wanna try to act it.

i'm really not being fair to ben and to all the bits of me that're protesting what i'm doing to the other bits of me. i need time and space to do what i want to do, but i daren't/can't/won't. siigh. me being my weirdo self as usual. i'm so glad that i saw more of him this week and i just wish it werethis way more often. one fo these days i'm just gonna smuggle him home and keep him here to spend more time with him. or even to go to his house and spend time. ah...wistful thinking.

	pamal01 2004-09-26 05:19 (link)
	baby.. i think it can be done u know?.. spending time at myplace.. u had been doing for so long.. yea.. lil da... love ya.. thank you for a wonderful day yesterday.. look like a lil' girl.. lol... u looked good..as usual.. hehehe³ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: omniscience 2004-09-29 06:07 (link)
	of course i look like a little girl. i'm your little girl (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: pamal01 2004-10-01 10:34 (link)
	hmmm... yea.. mine... ALL MINE!!!... hahaha... love u so much baby girl.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwah!! (Anonymous) 2004-09-30 11:08 (link)
	1. get a room !! *lol* and no. 2 now i know u update your blog..WHY DONT U DO IT MORE OFTEN ?! or come online n talk even .. *taps foot* or reply my sms ... *taps foot more* update on your life please. love u lots *mwah*mwah*mwah* a very disgruntled lynnieloo (Reply to this) (Thread)