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Sara (omarsmyhero) wrote,
@ 2003-06-29 16:31:00
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    Current mood: blah
    Current music:Interpol

    Okay, seeing as how I have no life, I figured that I would start something to make it seem as though I am doing something productive with my time..hah. At the moment I am procrastinating the task of cleaning my room and bathroom. It sucks when you are a neat freak, but you are also lazy. Someone (Toby) told me that if you can still see the floor in your room, then it's clean, and what do you know, you can see the floor somewhat, so I guess it's okay for now. For those of you that care, I am still sort of saddened because of the fact that Jordan broke up with me...I want him back...blah..this sucks so bad, and Jordan if you read this, um..yea. Man, I'm such a weiner I can't even tell him that I want to be with him because it makes my stomach hurt, and you guys know what happens when my stomach hurts...heh. I was just beginning to let down my walls, I thought everything was great..oh well thats what you get for letting down your walls. I guess I better define my walls, well see, I don't trust people easily at all. Each time I do, I always get hurt..Through bad experiences I have learned that if you keep walls up and don't let anyone in, you don't feel that pain. Lately I have come to realize that if you stay behind walls, then you are cheating yourself out of happiness and wonderful things. So, I thought "Hey why the heck not, i'll try this no wall thing and see how it goes." It didn't work to well...So I don't know if I should try again or what..Okay like you people care about any of this stein.

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i know how you feel
2003-06-29 18:58 (link)
sucks when you love someone who just doesnt give a flip about you


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Re: i know how you feel
2003-07-01 00:37 (link)
It's not that I love him, thats a strong word. I just really liked him a lot ya know? I'm sorry David about you know..

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