it's really hard to be supportive to my friends right now, in what they are going through, when i've got so much shit to deal with on my own. i think we all understand that, luckily, and there aren't too many hard feelings over the fact that we have to work through everything on our own. i'm also really tired of trying to support certain people who never seem to be there for me in return. i know that probably sounds selfish, as if i'm saying i only give to receive, but that's not it. it's just so exhausting to put everything you have into helping people out and then be deserted when you need a few caring words down the road.
eh, i have a hundred more pages of "in cold blood" to read tonight, so i better cut this short.
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