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if you are someone who this may be directed to, please don't take it to heart... because i'm not sure... my feelings seem to change every minute. But i wrote this, and i thought it was alright... so i'm posting it now... goodnight
"The Final Days Of Winter"
The cold wind slaps my face
Bringing back memories to trace
It bites at my bare fingers
And in the air a figurative death lingers
Winter has killed my love
Winter has killed my care
Missing what I speak of,
Missing being there..
In the warm summer we had
When we were both too young
We sat on your deck
While words of love rolled off my tongue
But that summer is gone
And I'm here alone
I'm not really settled
I dont call this home
I hear your voice in the howls
I see your face in the snow
I feel you touch my hand
I wish I could let you know
I made a mistake that summer
I regret it more than anything
The time wasn't enough to prove
This wasn't just a little fling
So you're giving me another chance
Said we can give it another go
But We'll never be the same
And I just want you to know
I miss what we had
I don't think I miss you
I can't take it back
I think this is through
I find a comfort in the cold
Of the long, lonely winter days
Just like before when it all fell apart
In the final winter phase
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 nevergoodenough
2004-01-25 15:28
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i respect ur entry on 01/20. I suppose if u really want out, and want to be on ur own then u should drop out and get ur GED, get ur parents to let u go legally, save money get an apartment with someone else, continue to save and save and save money and then get the hell out of america. thats what i want to do. I hate having rules and being grounded. there is no point in being ground it just makes u feel lonely...would i good parent want there child to feel lonely?thats just what i think, im finishing up this year of school getting my GED in july, continue working move out...and move away:)Parents are just a drag they want u to be the all american kid , the straight A student, the good driver, the respectful one and that bugs me cuz everyone is different.If u dont like something, then dont do it. if u end up doing something u dont like, ull be stuck and hate life. do things for urself not other people. Doing things for other people and living for other people and doing things the way they want wont get u anywhere.u have to do what u want , to get where u want...iuno thats just wat i think:) cheer up brandon things always get better....or they get worse and then life just sucks ass....either way ur a great kid
oo yea and dont runaway ...cuz i remeber u calling me an moron for that one(Reply to this) (Thread) |
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