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Emily (ohemily) wrote,
@ 2003-03-29 15:53:00
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    Current mood: full

    1st entry in this here Blurty.
    Still hanging out at livejournal, though.
    Just wanted an Early Adopter account.

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2003-04-08 12:58 (link)
HEY. Alright, this might sound kind of weird, but I'm taking that risk. I hate the way I look. I feel fat all the time, and I've been depressing the past year or so. I've always had issues with food. I saw under interests that you have "purging" listed. Does that mean that you're bulimic? Okay, you don't have to answer that. The thing is, I've tried not eating, but there's something with me. I don't have the willpower to stop. So I've tried throwing up a few times. I can't do it. I can make myself gag, but beyond that I just cant "figure out" what exactly to do. I'm sure this sounds stupid, but it's important to me. I nearly managed it last night, but then I felt like I was going to pass out and couldn't breathe. Help me out here? How do you get yourself to purge? How long do you wait after meals? Anything you could say would help. Please. Thanks bunches. (Yes, I know bulimia is a serious problem, but I'm willing to take that risk. I need to get this food out of me. Any way I can.) If you can help, post a comment back at --> prettyxstars

.: Kirsten

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