|Current mood:|| confused|
|Current music:||tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today|
okay, it's not like it's the end of the world, but it's got me all stressed out and i've got a stomachache, goddamnit! it's important to me. so anyway, you remember that guy who repulses me? he asked me the fuck out. yea. i know. and i don't want to hurt his feelings or anything, but then again i don't even want to be around him, let alone go out on a date with him! ugh fuck. he was like, 'hey hannah, what are you doing on thursday?' cause he knew i'd already made my excuse about the weekend, so he was trying for the week. and the guy beside him said, 'ooh, that sounds like a date.' and he goes: 'yea.' HOLY FUCK. and i don't want to hurt his feelings or anything, i don't want to be a huge bitch, it's just i really do not want to go anywhere with him EVER. so i had to distract myself and look away and mumble, 'i don't know, it's so far in the future,' and because i certainly didn't look happy or anything i hope he's taken it as a BIG FUCKING NO. i've been walking very quickly in between classes with my head down so if we pass i can pretend like i didn't see him. holy FUCK. i feel so shaky and jittery and bad about it. ugh. fuck.
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