Joseph (ogreman) wrote, @ 2004-03-19 10:17:00

Current mood:	discontent
Current music:	Skeleton song - Sevendust

Friday
Well its friday again finally. My work load for this weekend is going to be next to nothing now that all we have to do is hookup the sink and wait for the trim grout to dry which should be done on sunday. Grandpa and i installed the toilet last night and it works like a charm. Naturally my grandmother bitched about how uncomforatable it was going to be. who cares i mean the only bathroom that she uses is the one in her room anyway its not like shes going to be using ours all the time. Anyway as far as plans go my weekend is empty. mike is working and aaron is going to his grandmothers so that leaves me home, and bored. ohh well it will give me a chance to catch up on some much deserved sleep. Ohh before i forget...have any of you ever woke up in the night and felt that complete and utter sense of lonelyness? it happened to me at about 2am. it sucked because i was awake and depressed for like an hour before i finally got back to sleep only to have to wake up at 6am to get ready for work. ill tell you growing up sucks and i would like to think that i dont have to justify my life by having a significant other but it still becomes hard to escape the feeling that your not wanted from time to time. ohh well maybe its for the best. well i gotta get back to work my break is over. catch everyone tomorrow.

mythalyn582 2004-03-20 01:02 (link)

there are times when the void you feel becomes to much to ignore. its on those moments that you reach should reach for some one close to you.. though most of the time people reach for the first available person... but it helps the moment pass if your distracted with something/ some one else... i dont recomend laching on to people so survive those moments of dispair... but its good to know you can... hope your feeling better (Reply to this) (Thread)

	discontent wkdcoolchck 2004-03-20 03:30 (link)
	I knwo exactly how you feel, love. I've had that feeling every night for the last week. Things with Will are taking a downhill spiral after a good week... I just don't know what to do. I'm holding on because I don't want to always say "what if", but the more I hold on, the more I say it. (Reply to this) (Thread)