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j05h (offroadking) wrote,
@ 2004-01-09 18:51:00
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    Current mood: crappy
    Current music:against forgetting

    so alone
    no one to talk to...
    no one to help me....
    no one now...
    no one there...
    why make a change now....

    a little something i wrote. i am still depressed dunno why i wanna say cuz i feel alone hence the name of what i wrote. but it is hard to say what more do i need i am supposed to be happy but i guess not. still cant figure out what the problem is. if i knew what the problem was i would work on it but nope can't figure it out. we will see what happens in the future. thinkin of the future scares me also. i still am scared about growing up as i get older and see what lies ahead of me i wonder how i will turn out? there is so much to think about, life, school, a career, its scary. i have been thinking tooo much really. screw it whatever happens......... happens.

    school begins monday, 13 hours man hopefully i dont fuck up. that is all i have to say on that subject.

    hopefully gunna go bowling in a couple of hours. its a co-workers birthday and it would be kool if i showed up but who knows i feel shitty, i mean shitty. i woke up at 2 pm and was like WHoa! i had a headache from hell, i still do. dunno if i am going to go tonight hopefully i will make it out but if i dont i would still like to wish her happy b-day!



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2004-01-10 03:24 (link)
my opinion on ur [loneliness]. I seriously think that its the fact that you [now] work alone. Its hard for anybody...nobody to keep you company or not much [at times] to keep you busy. sometimes what i do is pretend a girl is next to me and we make sweet love. no just playing. like something like that would ever happen!! anyways...when feeling down and have nothing to do...give somebody a call to keep u wasted..i mean company. other than that...ur future does scare you...i can see it in you. ur a puzzled person with unknowing ambitions. dont worry, shit will work out. except for me.

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2004-01-12 03:18 (link)
ur a fucking dick sir.

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2004-01-12 20:27 (link)
your not fuking helping man!

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2004-01-12 22:50 (link)
"i said that so you could shut the fuck up!"

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2004-01-13 20:06 (link)
no! no! i figured out why and now in the process of getting shite handled!

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