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ok well this like whole summer i liked joe.....i started liking him in like feb when i first met him...but then i really couldnt like him cuz someone got in between us....so it didnt work out...but yea know i still like talked to him and deep down still liked him....but then we just stopped talking and he got a gf and everyone was kinda happy...but then his like best friend john mann, "stole" his gf from joe.....this made joe furious, so they werent friends for a while....then joe started talking to me again....and then i was like feeling bad for joe and what not, but then at the beginning of summer i was like hey i kinda like john mann...cuz we had talked too....btw i didnt know at the time that john mann had a gf.....but anyway.....one crazy night i confessed that i did like him and then me and lillie....well i called him and me and lillie then went to his house to hang out with him...and that night there was a lot of tension between me and him that was kinda weird and like "sexual" but not really....but then lillie asks him like two weeks later, (trying to get dirt for me on him) if he has any lady friends....and he was like yea of about two weeks....so i was like oh great....that was like the night we went and SNUCK out of the house to see a taken man!! great for me!!
but anyways....i got over that fast cuz i started thinking of joe again....and then me and joe started to talk more and more...so one night i was like ok im sick of this...do you like me....and after i finally got it out of him that he did....i started second guessing things with him....yup i didnt really know if i liked him or not...but that was during the "bryan thing" too....but that is a different story...but anyways.....
so a few days ago i figure out that john mann and his gf(alicia) broke up....so i was like...hmmmmmm.....john mann or joe?.....but today i was on the phone with joe and i really think i heard alicia over at his(joe's) house....like in the backround....and like lately when me and joe were on the phone together she has like beeped in and like came over to his house at like 1030 which is when he is like in bed cuz of work matters....but still i donot think that is quite acceptable....so i really dont know what to do....cuz its like skanky hoe alicia is just like bouncing back and forth between joe and john mann....and its not fair!!
I NEED ADVICE!!! PLEASE!!!!
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