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Christine (nothing143) wrote,
@ 2003-08-02 11:11:00
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    Current mood: blank
    Current music:Christina Aguilera:Reflection

    "When will my reflection show, who I am inside?"
    I think....that I need to change. I think I need to change a lot of things about myself after doing a 3 day reflection....I really do. I mean...I'm mean sometimes to my family....and I feel bad after everytime I am and I have no idea why....because they are so mean to me, hence my attitude towards them. But I guess I should try to change it. I should change something...everytime I'm mean to them I feel like shit afterwards....but it's the same after they are mean to me. So I do't understand honestly what to do on that part.I'll figure it out eventually though.
    I think that I am to critical of others. I critisize others so easily and I always point out others faults and others annoy me so easily...and I don't think that I accept that everyone is different in this world and nobody is perfect. Especially not me. I always see the bad in people and that causes me to not notice the good. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying that I'm a horrible person...just that there are some things about myself that I need to change.
    I don't know if this has anything to do with my faults, but I feel like the real me hasn't come out yet because I don't go about pursuing my interests or anything...other people get in the way too....I don't know....maybe I have more faults...I'll get back to you on that,...Im gonna get going.

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2003-08-02 12:19 (link)
mayb change is 4 the better

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2003-08-03 10:28 (link)
yup yup:-)

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