| Current mood: |  lonely |
| Current music: | interpol |
i miss my friends. i feel like i haven't seen anyone in forever. soon i will be free of this hell known as the GREs. i have been cramming as much info into my brain as i possibly can for weeks now. hopefully this will all be worth the self-imposed social frustration.
but do not fret! i will however, be at the party of the season - dan hill's halloween extravaganza. if you are reading this you had also be there, dammit. this year for halloween i decided to buck the trend i seemed to have fallen into during the last few years...i always seemed to be an old woman (linda richman) or an old man (royal tenenbaum). this year i'm going to be a kick ass hot chick - She-ra. i wish someone was going as either he-man or skeletor, but usually you need to have a boyfriend or something to have such an elaborate team effort-type costume. but she-ra kicks ass, and she will kick yours if you're not careful.
here's a funny story for you...so i work at this big company where everyone is male and either 50 years old or a total jerkoff. but there was this one guy - slightly nerdy, kind of funny, obviously shy, lots of awkward smiles being exchanged.
you know. just my type.
well, the shit hit the fan yesterday when i was hanging out in the break room and the nerdy guy is in there, and my boss goes, "so how's the kid?" uh, yeah. i thought this guy was like 23, maybe 24. even if he is 24, he is apparently married, has a one year old, and another one is due in a few months. oh joy for me!
see? i have no luck in these matters. i am doomed to wander the planet alone for the rest of my life, totally companionless. i want someone, dammit! even if it is some nerdy guy who works at a trading card company. and the only person i have that is anything close to a companion (read: drennen) is moving 2 hours away this weekend. what the hell am i supposed to do now?? jesus i can't wait to go back to school, if only for the oppurtunity to meet some english ph.d candidates, who have big scarves or big glasses, (or at least big brains) and that wonderful dishevelled hair - not the kind they decided to try out after they saw that spread in GQ, but the kind that is dishevelled because they just haven't thought to look in the mirror for a few days. i want one of those.
i just want the male version of me. is that too much to ask? i mean, i know i'm kind of strange and everything, but come on people. rachels need love too.
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(Anonymous)
2004-10-27 20:16
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I feel your pain sister. I also was recruiting for a halloween partner. without a boyfriend, team costumes are impossible. Speed dating??
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(Anonymous)
2004-11-06 09:00
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you just want the male version of you? There's your problem, right there. What you are looking for doesn't exist. -Nick (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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