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Searching For A Reason To Carry On (normajames) wrote,
@ 2003-09-24 12:35:00
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    Current mood: sad
    Current music:Our Fate Ends-Another Sleepless Night

    I think my heart is drained completely of everything, but you.
    I was sick last night, so i didnt go to school today, i hate being sick. so... well this morning i woke up around 10, and wathced tv. dawson's creek was on, it was the episode at the senior prom where pace and joey break up and all that what not, the episode that From Autumn To Ashes uses in "Too Bad Your Beutiful." it was so cool to finally hear it on tv, well after i watched it, ive been thinkin alot, and i havent stopped crying. ive done stupid shit, and im sorry to any one, ive been a dick to. and watching it made me think of some one in particular, i miss you, and i will always love you, even after what you did to me, maybe if i didnt open up so much, you could still be mine, but i guess i had to fuck things up, im sorry, i hate myself for that, its one of the biggest things i regret. goodbye.

    james



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james is the best.
(Anonymous)
2003-09-24 17:22 (link)
JAAAAMES. i luv you best friend! i hope u feel better... things will get better. :)

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(Anonymous)
2003-09-26 23:27 (link)
hmm..who is this in particular someone?

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(Anonymous)
2003-10-04 18:44 (link)
You got me nervous about that paticular someone for a minute, cause it sure wasnt me..I am such a loser. ha
And karas not the only one who responds to these entries, i did twice!..but hers are way cooler of course..by the way this is sam.
I <3 James

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