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all the perfect words, they seem so wrong...
i'm not going to write in here too much anymore, only when something important has happened i guess. but nothing important ever happens so i guess i wont write anything for a while but you never know. this weekend i went to the oak mnt./spain park game. it was okay, it is the last time that i will get to see some people though :-(
i'm going to miss them... but anyways after the game i got ryan to excourt me to the gate because i was scared to walk by myself, yes i'm a chicken. then my mom came and got me, lauren, and paige. (they live in hoover) and we dropped paige off at midnight madness at spain park and then went to laurens house. it was pretty fun because we got to watch malibu's most wanted. :-) it was funny. then on our way to pick paige back up we saw a car flipped upside down...but the person was okay thank god. but it was scary looking. at church i heard the from the guys friend that he sneezed and swirved the wheel. i would have been soooo freakin scared if that was me. but um then we came home went to bed around like 2. then saturday we had to get up and go to this boring thing wif my church at 9. then today i came home after church and did homework in stuff and watched tv. over all this has been a horrible weekend. i think i am going to go crazy. and i havent sleeped but like 15 hours this weekend... a hole 3 days wif 15 hours of sleep. trust me... you dont want to get in my way.
also i think about like a few months/weeks ago i had like alot more friends. and like now they are hardly my friends anymore. and i know you will think that it is because i'm mean... it's not because like right after i got these new friends and stuff... i started trying to be like alot nicer person. but i'm guessing it isnt working. i dont know but i miss my old friends. and now i'm loosing some of the ones i have right now. ughhh. and they dont even know that they are dropping me for someone better. i hate people like that. i despise people who will like get to know you and then become your really good friend and then like right after here comes someone better or more 'popular' and they just drop you for them because they think people will like them more if they are popular but dude i doesnt matter. i just wish that they would not care about that sort of stuff. i dont know but it is really bothering me. well i guess i'm done i can't type anymore because i am about to fall asleep on the keyboard. o yeah and happy birfday alyssa... hope 14 will be a good year for you. <333. and happy birfday emily too. well byebye.<333.
happy endings,
jus what did you do,
if you'r a dream then come true,
stop pretending,
that what you mean isn't what you say,
hopeful dreaming,
of times before the pain,
wishing it was still the same,
loving,leaving,
round and round and round we go again...
-a.a.r.
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