hidden beauty </3 (nobodysperfect) wrote, @ 2003-10-19 13:41:00

Current mood:	unexplainable
Current music:	a.a.r. "my paper heart"

now that i can see you, i dont think you'r worth a second glace...
i am having one of the worst/best weekends ever. i guess i'll start off with the bad stuff. it's always good to save the best for last. hehe. um okay well last night someone, i won't mention who, but was really mean to me. i dont think that he was trying to be like that but everything just seemed so mean. i understand that he was in an extremely bad mood but that doesnt change how it hurt me you know? words hurt...worse than anything else in the world. and another thing. i also found out something about this guy i liked. and now i don't know what to do. like i can't stand him anymore. he isn't even worth a second glace. i don't know how the feeling that i had just dissapeared so quickly. but i think i am still a little hung up on him. it is unexplainable... okay well i think that's most of the bad stuff. so here's the good. i got to have a nice, long chat with ryan last night. he is so sweet to me. :-) and here is the bestest good thing. me and abbey had like the best talk last night. i love her so much. she is finally happy. i am so happy that she is here for me again. just like old times... good times good times. like i was crying uncontrolably. happy tears. it could just be the time of the month. but i dont think so. it was much more than that. she is one of the only people i have right now. but o well. she is all i need. she is everything. like i got to hang out with her at the middle school game and it was perfect. it was the first time it was just me and her hanging out like old times. i miss it. but hopefully everything is going to be back to normal. i love you abbey moon. well i guess that is all i have to say... <333

o yeah. and most of the time from now on i'm gona put parts of songs in here. just to let you know...



"tears fall down your face, the taste is something new, something that i know, moving on is easiest when i am around you" -a.a.r.

	(Anonymous) 2003-10-26 16:45 (link)
	hey molly. no problem ill escort u out of any game any time. lol. and ill comment in this more so u cant stop in mine. anyways i hope ur weekend gets better. have a good day. ryan (Reply to this) (Thread)