Zac D. (no_insight) wrote, @ 2004-09-08 03:20:00

I paid for Jake's chocolate milk and donuts tonight and I have no idea why. I'd be worried if I wasn't so confused.

Earlier in the evening we tied in heads up poker. I won the first game (which was quick, <10 hands) and Jake won the second (where we played 48, blinds where 10:20 by the end).

Good News!
Yesterday, Monday, I biked 16 miles and today I ran for 30min. If I keep this up maybe I'll get my energy level up to get a job.

"Fear is the mind killer"
I think I'm afraid of moving on,
actually I think I'm just, hmm, lazy is not quite the right word because I know I can overcome it. I like to say weak to temptation. I believe I have to work harder to get myself off my ass than most. This is less because I am innately lazy and more because I just haven't exercised whatever part of the mind it is that makes you do what is right.

	strfisher 2004-09-08 12:01 (link)
	I don't think it's troubling or confusing to do something nice for one of your friends once in a while. then again, I'm not a selfish dick, so maybe I just don't get it. (Reply to this) (Thread)