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im heaven sent. dont. you. dare. forget. (nikkitheloser) wrote,
@ 2004-12-05 00:11:00
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    Current mood: scared
    Current music:____ is for lovers

    tonight feels right, like i'm dancing on air.
    wow. eleven months... last year about this time, me and my best friend were fighting over him. i won the battle, and it's been me and him since. the friendship is still a little tattered, but we both love eachother nonetheless.

    i've been crying a lot lately. i'm not sure if its lonliness, or abandonment. but the tears always come. atleast i can count on something. god i'm so glad no one reads this journal, or i'd really want to shoot myself.

    i'm so worried about my mom. everyone keeps talking about what would happen if she died. i don't want to think about it. i can't stand the though. she's the only parent i have, and i love her so much. depsite what i often say, she's such a good parent.



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