Waking up into this world.
I've been waking up into this world more, realizing what is going on. We are responsible for ourselves, no one else is. How is life, a series of chapters in the book of our life.
Lately I haven't been sleeping well, my sleeping patterns are still a bit out of rhythm. I cannot remember the last time I slept and woke up refreshed. I still have strange dreams. Waking up in a cold sweat. I think my body is teaching me how to wake up "properly"?
I've decided to stop letting life pass me by. For so long I have just waited for the right things to fall in my lap. Now sometimes it is necessary to let life run its course, but sometimes you need to run your life yourself. If fate exists, then it is not needed; you are just spinning your wheels, because your life will find its course no matter what!