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loopy doopy
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haha sorry...but that is funny...well last nite was so amazingly wonderful..another night with my bri bri..and well it was awesome..mom picked him up after i got back from drivers ed..we went shopping..and we were being goofy around the stores it was so awesome..i felt so wonderful...it was like we were the only ones around..and nothing could ever go wrong..i love it when i feel that way..because most of the time i act all gay around him..im just not myself in a way..he asks me to do something like play infront of him..er do some impression er sing..and im just too scared..i hate it..we've been together for about 2 freakin years..you would think i wouldnt be afraid of anything and ya kno deep down inside im not i would do anything because he knos me best he know absolutely everything about me..and loves who i am for me...but something just wont let it come out..i try my hardest not to act that way but it still happens..not so much since our "break" but still.. gosh ya kno even tho it was a week and a couple of days...it still sucked...but then again i think it was great..because everytime were together its not arguing unless were just playing around and being stupid..and its just wonderful..hmm i love him so much its unreal hes so amazing..and i have no idea what would happen if that ever changed...agh..i love you so much bri well today i did nothing...sat here alone all day cuz stephy went to markys show..and her mom was at work..it was weird...then at like 5 mom picked me up and we went and rented some movies..cuz i wanted to..plus bris mom wouldnt last nite because she thought it was a bad movie..its only rated NC17 who cares...lol she probably thot it was some porn er something..haha...but anyways..then we went to dougs..and well wished siera a happy birthday..and well that was a weird experience..haha..ya kno i've only been over there like twice since we moved out..and well it feels so akward...and its so awesome..cuz i can just get up and walk out any damn time i please..hehe...awesome... ya kno..i kno my mom still loves doug..which i understand..i have no idea as to why she loves him..but still i understand...but we were talkin..and shes still gonna stay moved out..and well i think they'er still gonna stay married...but were just gonna live in seperate houses...because..all 6 of us can not live together...you get me him and mom..and were fine((even though he still drinks))..and you get him and mom and they're fine..but you cant put his kids in there..they suck big time.. they cause all the problems..and the only reason they cause mine and dougs problems is i quote him.."magen is just all around better then them..shes more responsilbe and mature" << that was on a good nite me him and mom were alone..and he said that to mom.. but he still acts the way he does because he cant stand that im better than them..well not really them..because he can care less about joey and siera..but he treats dougie like he can do no wrong..no matter what...so even though he knos and admitted..that i acted better than dougie..he still treats me as if i killed someone and hates me..but eh who cares...either way it goes..i dont have to deal with him anymore..cuz just because they're still married..hes no longer my boss...haha..thank god..and i swear if mom ever does move in with him like she did last time we moved out im gonna hate her forever..eh oh well i guess i'll worry about that if it ever happens... bigparty for my 16th birthday..and i want it to be great!!!and anyone who loves me can come!!  ..:his.pretty.little.baby:..
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