Dear Tokio... (nekoshinsen) wrote, @ 2003-08-20 19:57:00

Current mood:	melancholy
Current music:	RAMMSTEIN

I´m Still here
I was just thinking how wierd its gonna be next year, when I return to school and not find myself with Sarah, Emily, Louisa, Lydia, neither of the Alices or Camilla. They´ve all gone, moved on to another school. Have of the year have left and it´ll be strange to not see certain people around your classroom anymore. I feel empty already. I mean, everyone else has moved on and yet I remain in the same place. I cant believe how wierd its gonna be not seeing Kate around the school. That´s probably one of the reasons why I´m not looking forward to go back there. I´m not a big fan of change, I have to admit. That´s one thing that I didnt inherit from my mother. I wish things were as they were before, I wish everyone would just come back so we can all be what makes up our year and I suppose that means that certain jerks would have to come back, but what´s the point in wishing, everyone´s gone and there´s nothing I can do about it. I´ll just have to wait and see what the new students are like.
I feel like time is really starting to go fast, I remember coming to FH in the 2nd year and thinking that the 6th year was something far away, like I wont be part of that for a long time, yet here I am, less than a month away from that point in which I thought it would take me much longer to reach. I feel like I havent done much in these past years. Now I think that reaching the age of 30 seems far away and I know that I´m gonna be 30 before I can say "What the fuck was that?". I guess thats why so many people say that you should cherish and try to live your life at the fullest. Hell I´m gonna be !( in less than 2 years! That petrifies me! " years is nothing if they go at the speed these last 4 years have gone. I do wish time would slow down a bit.

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You are Disguised Saitou! While you appear to be a
friendly, outgoing person on the outside inside
your hiding some emotional pain. Often cheerful
you can lash out at those close to you when
your conflicting emotions become too much to
bear. While life is supposed to be a party it's
not a masquerade, so take off that mask once in
a while!


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