| Current mood: |  excited |
| Current music: | Stairway to Heaven - Led Zeppelin |
"Life will forever remain the same."
First off, I must apologize for the belated entries. Recently, I've been writing that novel I've needed to catch up on. I don't wish to pronounce too much as regards to the storyline, as I am unsure of its "brilliancy and ingenuity" as of yet, and may well wind up making a fool out of myself. *Laughs at herself.* Nevertheless, I think once I finish a few additional chapters, I'll post it anonymously on a writer's online discussion forum, acquire a factual opinion, and if they're straightforward and its fine feedback, I'll post it chapter-by-chapter for you to read here. *Cheesy grin.* If not, however, I in all sincerity wouldn't heed. The novel is for myself, to unleash concealed emotions and dreams, flee from boredom, and to provide myself that sensation of moronic triumph. =P Heh heh, although, what with schoolwork now and the prevailing personal events, I may not find much time to write it anymore. Oh well, it'll get finished in due course.
I've been enticed to read the book of Job in the Bible, and as the minority of you may know, it's quite moving. It's a great book to read in this point in time of my life. As various of you may not appreciate (not to be rude), even after reading the Bible through ten thousand times, a born again Christian never gets weary to digest of its Holy text. Anyway... I've been listening to quite a lot of musicals recently. Listening to them makes me ponder what enthused them to write such beauty... 'Tis why I benefit from them so much, I lose myself in the emotion, beauty, and thought. I simply adore music.
You know, behind these walls is triviality. Next-door, I have the kids who persistently blow off fireworks, plummet off their skateboards, curse for hilarity, etc. Little do they know, this reduces their insides to rubble. On occasion, I'm quite serious with them, only to come to comprehend that it is insignificant, and then begin to mock them, as they perceive me as weird. ^__^ It's entertaining, hee hee. But in any case, seriousness isn't always inevitable, and I've discovered I'm pleased to be an "outsider".
People are remarkable. I am displeased with myself, but looking at all of these other people who ridicule others for their own hinders is unreal. I'm quite relieved I'm not like them, because if I was, I don't know what I'd do with myself. You can't escape these people, although, they can't escape their opposites. Who can we blame? This is essentially what people are; the spirit is such a tender thing. I simply adore inner-splendor.
To be a child is good. Just live life and have a fine time, that's what we should do. We all live in a virtual world. Think of how wretched that is. Quantities of us are going to grow into adults, only to reflect on hours and hours spent online, conversing with strangers in relation to...crap. Yes, upon us all a little rain must fall, but... Please, go out there, hoist your life, and embrace it.
Be cool.
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