MaRiYa (myzzi) wrote, @ 2004-02-13 16:18:00

Current mood:	lethargic
Current music:	my immortal

how come i'm feeling like this?
i didn't even know the girl. how come it's hurting me?

today during lunch chrissy started crying and talkinga bout how selfish people at foley are 'n stuff. and i was like holding back tears but i didnt wanna cry cuz i didnt want anyone to see me cry. but then again WHY CARE!??!!? that poor girl. i feel so awful for her family, for her friends...she can't ever come back. she's just gone .

so i decided from now on i'm gonna befriend more people. tlak to more people and take more chances. i've already said that but it's for sure. i'll let u know how that goes over break. i plan on malling and univeralling and making lotsa new friendsss. :)

break is finally here (on the bright side) and i'm excited. but then again allie can never experience mid winter break. maybe it woulda been a good break for her. maybe i woulda run into her at the movies or something...said hi, i donno. something coudla happened to change her decisions.

i have to stop thinking about this. i'm going. practice...bye.

	mochajava12 2004-02-13 23:51 (link)
	dont be afraid to cry, its ok- cryings good for you.. i love my maria! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: myzzi 2004-02-14 07:52 (link)
	i love you too chrissy!!!!!!! i kno its ok to cry..u actually showed me that yesterday...i was like HOLDING BACK TEARS but u weren't 'n i was like WOW ur my hero. love u! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)