Laurel (mywhiteflag) wrote, @ 2003-10-29 23:59:00

Current mood:	drained
Current music:	stone sour

INTRODUCTRY
Alright, So this is my first time writing. Lucky for you caught me at a bad moment. Then agian, what better way to deal than to vent? So, my out-look on life right now sucks, nothing really goes the way i would like it to (when has it?) I just feel like nothing i do is ever good enough, everyone wants you to be happy and be someone your not, life remains the same. Lost in this damned world knowing nothing but my tears. The scarlet tears that leak from my veins and curse you all. Because sometime in your life we all come amongst the devil's gates and proceed to enter. We all need hate,because it is so much more rewarding than love and will not hurt us in the long run. in saying that, i still dont know how i feel, which is the reason disorders (social, metal ect.) are so damn fusterating. crying for an empty feeling, yet realizing you still havent a reason.This is where i leave you all.

	YAYAYYA nicoleleigh 2003-10-30 00:14 (link)
	U MADE A ACCOUNT!!!!! YYAYAYYAYAY!!!!! ur the coolest.... lol... yea anyways i just wanted to coment on this entry.. ummm u are worth something and u do mean alot ot everyone.. and you do everyting right sooo SHUSH UP!!! lol... talks to you laters babe! Love ya, CoLiE (Reply to this) (Thread)