Your Idol (mystiquexfairy) wrote, @ 2003-07-30 09:41:00

Current mood:	morose
Current music:	thinking of you - a perfect circle

events...
i feel sad. i dont know why. it just sorta came over me right now. so um... i cant go to annettes house this week... i forgot to do the dishes for one night so now i cant go anywhere... gotta be responsible, cant forget. i dunno, that just seems pretty fucked cause my mom will watch the baby whenever chelle wants to go anywhere and she never cleans up shit, but here i am i never even fucking ask to go anywhere that often and i not only do my chores but chelle's too and i screw up once and i get nothing. whatever. i'm over this house, i'm over my life. now i just all of that was over, period.

so last nite something was happening in the Snowden/Carnell/Blair residence... i dunno what it was. but my mommy had to leave and go for a drive to clear her head i guess, and when i went downstairs robert was just sorta sitting there in the dark solemnly with his eyes closed and his hand over his face... thats actually why i didnt do the dishes, didnt wanna disturb his... meditation/thinking/whatever he was doing, but whatever. it had something to do with church... i think i know what.

and i think i know whats gonna happen... why i wont be there next year. i think... but the only thing that doesnt quite fit is whats gonna happen to my mommy... robert did what he was suppose to, i got sidetracked obviously, and my mom is just... i dunno how she fits into everything. but one thing i did think about was what was gonna happen once we leave... and that really scares me.


im tired. i'm gonna go do dishes now. bye bye.

	huh. (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 00:49 (link)
	leave, leave, whos leaving?? you'd better not leave me, i'll die. hmm . . . luv you ~me (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: huh. mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 01:38 (link)
	im not leaving u smart one. i know you'd die. if u left me i'd die... oh wait... you are leaving me. does that mean i'm gonna die for a week? oh geez, ur gonna have to resurrect me... JUST LIKE JESUS!!!!!!! haha "its GOD!" -Me(ob course) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: huh. (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 01:40 (link)
	lol, *looks at sky* Its God! i promise i'll bring you back from the dead, as soon as i come home i'll conjure you up. yes, you're going to die for a week, but don't feel unloved, you be alive and kicking before you know it! YAY ~me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: huh. mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 01:42 (link)
	kicking? who am i kicking? haha *kicks air* ha... u said conjure... u reminded me of those voodoo ladies, hahaha sveeeeeeeeeet!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: huh. (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 01:44 (link)
	how do you do that voodoo that you do??? answer me that! you're going to kick a ball, some form of a ball at least, i unno??? ~me (again) PeAcE oUt LiKe A rIoT (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: huh. mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 01:48 (link)
	i dont do voodoo, you do, you... conjure woman. can i kick a softball... i wanna kick it at randy's head. peace out like a riot... possessions... exorcist... hmm, we're smart. p.s. u gotta come get me so i can go in your suitcase and come to chicago (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: huh. (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 01:51 (link)
	voodoo, woohoo lol yes you can kick the softball at randy cos he said, fuck. oOoOoOoOoOoOo you get the big suitcase cos you're too fat for the smaller one haha yeah possensions lol, but that really wasn't the last question now was it???? i know we're smart, we're the smartest/coolest losers that could ever exist. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: huh. mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 01:53 (link)
	they meant the last question as in the question b4 that one... geeeeez kid lol you're smart. im too fat for the little suitcase... we gotta go to fat camp SOON cause my obesity is getting out of hand. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck... i got into an argument with a grown man and he said bad words to me... i felt all fiesty hahaha. it was fun (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: huh. (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 01:58 (link)
	i wanted to laugh, cos it was funny. you were fighting with an adult uh-oh haha, you showed him whos boss! fiestyness schweet!!!! obesity is bad . . . FAT CAMP!!! HELL YEAH!!! we still gotta go hmmm . . . . you know, if they meant the last question before the last one then they should have said so, i mean not everyone is as smart as you!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	move it over... like a typewriter mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 02:03 (link)
	i had to move it over cause it was going too far... hahaha hmm if u werent as smart as me doenst that mean I am the smartest loser? just something to think about... dont give urself a headache child. lol just kidding GENIOUS MOMENT! 2 and 2 halves hahaha so nice... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: move it over... like a typewriter (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 02:08 (link)
	ha typewriter, ever so inventive haha genius moments rule, except you should probably spell GENIUS right first no we're the smartest losers, i didn't say i wasn't smart i just said not everyone is as smart as you we're so cool, if crazy bob were gay haha 2 and 2 halves, maybe more . . . . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: move it over... like a typewriter mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 02:10 (link)
	omg... i sooooooo was gonna spell genius like that but it didnt look right. hahahaha fun. if crazy bob was gay, lol. person, people, rude, bus people, ross-ed, tongue and lip things, lol fuuuuun i think we have like 2 and 50 halves... we've got some more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: move it over... like a typewriter (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 02:14 (link)

sure you were gonna spell it like that, you're such a GENIOUS haha look i found our jokes in my subprofile . . . . PKK (my twin), i'm DOTC! i feel totally BLAH, soap is in bermuda, if crazy bob were gay, to envy and being jealous are NOT the same thing, theres no A in cErEaL, my fav. show is benjoel & jenji , 12 & 14 & 24 & 26 & 28 , shane's cuddle buddy, only time song, coorporate sellouts, jesse's band, sk8er boy to punk rocker, causing a ruckus in french, get your friggin bass, people look like babies, good six weeks, telephone high five, FAT CAMP!!!, rocky horror, time warp, you stole my wheee!!, charlie brown is pimp, okay so you send me an E-MAIL to tell me to "get off the goddamn phone!", the chargers are green, you know you wanna lick it, i don't have shea coodies, abc lollipop, lief erikson day!, fell in luv with a boy at the band concert, Chuck a squirrel, god4gotmypenis, god's not a girl's name, yo motherfucker weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!, who the hell are they? and why does everyone talk about them?, tongue and lip things, only twice, bears don't eat chicken, some kind of crow, exorcist chick, licorice noises, flying penis, fat kids have to have walls, public shower curtains, what or fuck?!?!, i wear the pants! there are so many more damn that probably isn't even half . . . . good lord we're so fucking cool (omg i said a bad word, shame!) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: move it over... like a typewriter mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 02:17 (link)
	hahaha i laughed at some of those and i dont even remember where they came from! hahaha... were so FUCKING cool *GASP* i said a bad word... just like you... and Raaaandy u should've wrote down the ones after that, i have such a bad memory. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: move it over... like a typewriter (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 02:19 (link)
	i have a bad memory too, lol guess we'll remember the jokes when the time comes up. GUMMI BEARS hahahahaha . . . . . i just remembered that, okay yeah =) FUCK ah i said a bad word again, oh goodness . . . . shame, i should be condemned, or something (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: move it over... like a typewriter mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 02:23 (link)
	condemned? like to hell or something? we gotta build a fort underwater or something and hide out after we die! thatd be awesome, that way we could say FUCK whenever we wanted to. i could've sworn i saw gummi bears in the list of stuff... drugs are bad kids mmmkay? hahaha. i love u chickadee (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: move it over... like a typewriter (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 02:26 (link)

That post made me laugh haha, wow. Awesome You made me happy We should live underwater and say all the bad things we want to, we're condemned to water, damn. or something. CHICKADEE weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . . . . . no drugs, they make you eat a shit load of gummi bears in one sitting and then you put them down peoples shirts and play with the bears then forget haha i love you like peanut butter loves jelly, now thats a lotta love (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: move it over... like a typewriter mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 02:32 (link)

kid u made me laugh. i applaud u. kudos kudos. i SWEAR i dont remember putting the bears down ur shirt... or playing with them. but i do remember saying i wanted to marry your gummi bears. they were just that DAMN sexy... hahaha i love you like and anorexic chick loves... not eating? "lemme hear you say scrub the ground!", thats a song on MTV... it just sorta stuck out. hahaha scrub the ground! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: move it over... like a typewriter (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 02:37 (link)
	I want my gummi bears too, they are so HOT, wow they're on fire! me = laughing again . . . . staceys mom has got it going on, or something lol (mtv yeah yeah) i love you like . . . . a fat kid loves cake? (oh so original, not every fat kid loves cake though, damn.) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

and it moves again mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 02:43 (link)

i think this is like the 20th post! we are awesome. if i werent me i'd worship us! stacey's mom has got it goin on, shes all that i want and i've waited for so loooong, stacey cant u see, you're just not the girl for meee, i know it might be wrong but i'm in love with stacey's mom! oh jes pimp shiznit... i think my brain is emptying... i feel so high right now haha, i like it (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: and it moves again (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 02:45 (link)
	its a posting record, we're like genis (sp???) book of world records people ha. this reminds me of that IRP thing damn, staceys mom is so fine, i want her haha . . . . er yeah high like the sky when the moon hits the sky like a big pizza pie that amore! if i weren't so close to me/us i think i would want to be me so bad, yeah lol (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: and it moves again mystiquexfairy 2003-07-31 02:49 (link)
	guinness... i think. i thought u meant genies at first, until i read over haha. fuuuun. we had like 60 or 70 something on the IRP thingy right? were amazing i think i gotta sleep now kid. goodnite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: and it moves again (Anonymous) 2003-07-31 02:50 (link)
	sleep is for the weak. except i'm tired too lol fun times kid we should do this again except in MY journal lol night (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)