Journal Man! (mrness7) wrote, @ 2003-03-25 21:34:00

Wow.... just when i thought it was safe to go into my happy place, BANG!

gahhh.... i dont know what to do anymore, usually when id have a problem, i could go to mallory, i cant do that anymore.... and if i couldnt go to mallory, i might talk to erica, if she wasnt avaible, i could always see Bri... now i cant even do that! Why! what did i do?! i dont remember doing anything wrong. i wish i could still correct what i've done.

here's where and what i yelled at brianna

DoLlFiN bAyBaY: did you look at your jounral?
DoLlFiN bAyBaY: journal*
Smahgehgeh: i did
Smahgehgeh: I WISH I WAS DEAD
Smahgehgeh: DOES THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY
Smahgehgeh: DOES IT MAKE YOU PROUD
DoLlFiN bAyBaY: no
Smahgehgeh: FUCK! i always had someone to ask advice for, and now i have no one


i didnt mean to go off on her, it built up and i blew my stack, id never want to go off on her

well, alright i see why she's mad at me and i prefectly understand her situation....
im not focusing on this so TAB TAB POST!