Zac (mrcanadianpie) wrote, @ 2004-02-25 00:36:00

I've really raped my journal, havn't I?
Wow, this is insane.

I was reading back to my past journal entries--you know, from about this time last year?--and I discovered to my complete amazement that I ACTUALLY used this thing as a journal, and not just a means of ventilation. That said, I think I've decided to start using it as a journal again... Could be interesting!

Today was TAKS testing for the Reading/Writing portion... It was for me the longest test I've ever had the displeasure of taking. It's not that I have trouble with the subjects--far from that. It's just that due to my over-analytical personality, I had to make SURE that my essay was EXACTLY how I wanted it, along with my short answers and all of the multiple choice. So, 6 hours after beginning, I turned in my test (it's 2:00p.m. at this time) and went to eat lunch. After that, it was downhill the entire day; literally, we did NOTHING. Things with Monica Lindsay have pretty much come to a head--she's decided that she wants neither myself nor David as her friend. Actually, that's only half true; she's decided she doesn't want David as her friend, and because of the terribly rude things she's done in the rather recent past to both Geoff and David, along with the obvious ignorance she's shown to me (she hasn't called me in over a month), the abandonment covers me quite entirely. That really sucks; I love Monica to death. Obviously though, she wants something that we aren't able to supply anymore (maybe we never were able to supply it). I hope all goes well with her on her personal journey through life... But it sure bothers me just how double sided it all appears.

I think I have my schedule worked out for next year--it would all work out quite nicely. I'll be getting a job as soon as I turn 16, which I'm praying will greatly help my money issues (by summer, I'll be able to afford taking the time to apply myself to a full time job, so that I can actually be putting some money away for an appartment and college). Right now, however, I'm rather tired. Thus, I will leave any readers (myself and Elizabeth exclusively, if i'm not mistaken) to have a good day. Take it easy.

of course! slimthirteen 2004-02-26 19:14 (link)

of course i read it you goober. but i'm not quite sure that it is you and i EXCLUSIVLEY. (or however you spell that dumb word.) it is the only way i keep up with you. dont worry about any of the monicas that have let you down recently. you're not the only one Monica Lindsay has dropped as a friend. and the other one wasnt worth your time, as far as i can tell.........i could be wrong though. well, if you want to go further, you know where to find me! love ya kid- elizabeth come on! who else would it be???????????// (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: of course! mrcanadianpie 2004-02-27 17:13 (link)
	lol you know what i meant--it's pretty much you and myself that keep track of this thing... Of course, I could always be completely wrong, and one of my many, many idolizing teens could be living their life based on my writings and actions... Now THAT's a scary thought now, isn't it? :-P (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)