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Been awhile
I haven't updated in forever. I know, sorry. Tomorrow school starts back up, happyness really. I've been looking forward to it actually.
The other night I was on the phone with Julia and I asked her if maybe she'd come to the semi with me in november. i don't know if you're allowed to take people outside the school but i hope so. I get to see her on friday at the twist I can't wait too because she's been really stressed out latly, I've been calling her every night now and she's really stressed and I hope when I see her I can cheer her up and calm her down a bit. Lol. Last night I was talking to her and she goes and takes a bath while I'm talking to her! She was like telling me that she was getting undressed and all. God she was being sooo mean. I told her she was being mean and of course she has to act all sweet and innocent "aww, why?" lol...Oh I don't know, just talking to someone who you know has a huge crush on you and would do anything to see her...nevermind. *claps hand over mouth* I'm sorry, I'm horrid. But she did ask me that if we were to go out again for me to take it slow with her. She likes romance...blah. Lol. I like sex and kinky shit, totally opposites we are. Haha, I really shouldn't write this in here but oh well. I really am starting to fall back for her...arg! But she's so damned cute and she really does trust me, just is scared to get hurt. She's afraid that when we break up that I'd treat her like her ex's is treating her, and she's afraid I'll like physically hurt her which I would never do to any girl. I wish she wasn't so scared because I want to be with her rather badly.
Ok, so...yes. School tomorrow. I picked out my outfit finally. It's very "cow-girl" chic. Haha. I'm into that stuff, finally letting the country girl out of myself I guess. But..yeah. Cowboy boots(that I'm in love with!), vintage wash jeans, black shirt under a peach button up shirt with like flowers on it, brown belt, and my dragon claw necklace, and my hair the way it always is. Maybe I'll steal some of liss' makeup. Eh, probably not but...yeah. I have to go to bed at a time that's not 4am tonight. =( meaning no talking with Julia tonight probably. Aww, I'm gonna miss hearing her cute lil voice! Well I guess I'll go now. Toodles, all.
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